Asc, Thunder, et. al.
Since my injury I had been noticing a dull achey pain along the left side of my manhood.
I have lightly massaged it off and on over the 11 months of my injury period.
Amazingly, LAST NIGHT I decided to massage deeper. I took my 1st & 2nd fingers together (as if they were taped together) and really rubbed deep into the side (about midshaft) forward and backward.
About 20-30 seconds into the deep tissue massage, I felt a shot of pain. It was like a mini electric volt. Right away my manhood went into project “assume turtle mode.”
It shrunk right down. So I decided to let it stew…
I rolled over next my GF, almost onto my stomach, but keeping it free and the pressure off it.
I started to get an overwhelming sense of relief. It was almost like I dislodged something that was really impeding stuff in my dick. It was a strange kind of “calm” pain. There were feelings like my dick was flushing with blood, like nerve impulses were charging through; it was really comforting even though I was in a slight state of panic. It was also very touchy and more of a squeezing pain, as if the turtling effect (slowly pulling back into my abdomen) was painful because I inflamed something in my member, so when my body tried tightening it in close, I would get this dull/achey shot of pain. It was slowly pulling tight so every few seconds I feel the discomfort of the turtling. It felt good and strange at the same time. Made my abdomen want to curl in and me to want to keep myself heated.
A few minutes later, I got a spontaneous partial erection. Needless to say I was stoked. I was giddy today. I think the penis has a very strong/hidden kind of uniformity with overall mood and well-being.
I think I may have found something here guys.
Something running along the shaft a bit deeper from the surface.
I’ll give it a few days (to get back some strength in the area) and try another deep massage.
Might be some kind of a nerve center/lining/pathway that was compromised somehow by the BIG BAD STRETCH injury from 11 months ago.
We’ll see how it goes.
Hope you guys are interested in how this progresses.
Hardcastle