Penis Surgery and Cotton
When I get a thought, sometimes it takes years to work through the cotton. This is one of those not quite fully formed thoughts, and I am posting here to try and tease it out. So please, pull away at it.
I was a hard gainer. 2 years = 1/8 inch I think. Then I got phalloplasty surgery. I think the process was to cut most of the suspensory ligaments, leaving only one or two. Well, at the time I considered it a total wash because I lost an inch erect length. In the 2 years and 4 months since, I have gained that inch back, plus another inch and almost three quarters. Now being slow, it didn’t really register with me that I had actually gained more than an inch a year. Yes I saw the numbers, but as I said I am slow. I didn’t really “feel” the increase until a few weeks ago, despite the ruler. I went to sleep with the same old dick, and when I took a piss in the morning a big one was in it’s place. Slow, that’s me.
Now here is the incomplete thought. Was my phalloplasty a complete waste of money after all? I went from slow gainer to fast gainer. At this rate, when my 3 year anniversary comes, I will be over 2 inches longer than before the surgery. That’s what, 3/4 inch a year (including the made up inch)? Heck, by September (the anniversary) I may even be an inch a year. And before the surgery, what - 1/16?
Now, surely my intensity and dedication went through the roof when I found I had lost an inch. Perhaps I would have gained this much just from that. I mean, I went from putting in half an hour a day to hours a day. So perhaps this cotton piece is just fluff. But what if, just what if, that $3,500 changed me from a slow to fast gainer? All the sudden, I am not feeling so bad about the investment. And I am wondering, where would I be if I had known enough to hang after surgery instead of doing the tugs the doctor recommended? Is this cotton piece of thought worthy of being pulled out and examined? Well?
"In an honest Service there is thin Commons, low Wages, and hard labour; in this (Piracy), Plenty and Society, Pleasure and Ease, Liberty and Power; and who would not balance Creditor on this side when all the Hazard that is run for it, at worst, is only a sour Look or two at choaking. No, A merry Life and a short one, shall be my Motto."--Bartholomew Roberts