Poor measuring and illusions
I measured today and took measurements from many different angles for reference. Seems there is a variation of .5” on my BPEL and FSL by how I am positioned. Standing up my FSL is between 8-8.25 depending on how I stand with the ruler directly on the bone. Laying down I get between 7.5-7.75 directly on the bone. I even found a way to register the same measurement I had before PE (6.75”). I’m alittle depressed I guess at this whole situation. I think the way I measured caused me to believe I had reached my goal when in fact I may not have even cleared 1”.
I was wondering what way you guys measure so I can use that as a standard FSL/BPEL. At this point, I am just very confused. I’ve spent upwards of 8 months of my life on PE and I suddenly feel like I wanted to be bigger so bad that I subconsciously measured in a way that inflated my size.
I’ve never passed the eye test for myself. I saw little difference but i thought the ruler didn’t lie. Maybe it can if you account for a person’s deep desire to be bigger?
Shit! Maybe i’m not as psychologically over my size issues as I thought..