Hey guys, had a cuople comments,
First, DLD, you have done so much for so many, thank you. A million times.
About your “tape theory.” I agree ten fold. I used to be fat and now that I’ve lost all that fat, I still think I’m fat. I see a fat man looking at me in the mirror and then once in a while, a thin man will look back at me. But my mind only lets me see and accept the fat man. I’m getting better, but it doen’t happen over night.
Also, since I was fat, a lot of my penis was covered and I always felt small, even though I was average or above at 6” NBP. (Let me clarify, as an adult without the fat I measued 6 nbp, but still felt as small as I looked when I was fat.) Still right now everytime I see it in my wifes hands I think, “Wow, Look how big it’s getting!” I’m just getting over this small penis conditon. But when I’m clothed, sometimes I feel small. It’s starting to fade, quicker than the fat issue is.
I hate these mind games I have to play. I wish I could get over these little things. I don’t dwell on them a lot, but enough to wish I didn’t.
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About the Hispanic issue. I am a mexican, I grew up in East LA, now I’m in a small town that’s majorly white. A couple of days ago at work this older man came to me and said a “spanish guy” needs help over there. I said okay. I went and found a mexican. When I saw my fellow employee I said, he’s not spanish, he’s mexican. And explained to him the difference. I wasn’t offended, just wanted to let him know there was a difference.
(In some parts of L.A. the richer sides, they don’t call you mexican, they call you Spainsh. It’s like derogatory to be mexican. I’m mexican till I die baby. I’m very proud of my culture and hate the stereotypes played on by the media.)
A spainsh person is just european, white. A mexican is a mixture of and American Indian and a Spainard. It can get complicated, but generally that’s a mexican. Or the make up of most in the South American continent. Like Insane man said. Only remember, the natives were mostly raped by the Spainsh when they came in 1516.
Acctually I have some Italian in me to. Some where back before the spainsh part of me met the Indian part of me, a spainard and a Italian got it on. Trip.
Okay I’m done now.