She finally said "THAT's ENOUGH!!!"
Well, she has convinced me that I’ve reached (and maybe exceeded) my goal with PE. And my major goal was to purely to grow in girth and length until she said “That’s enough”. And for the past six months, she has been telling me “Uncle” but I didn’t want to listen. I kept the intensity up partly for selfish reasons and partly thinking that she was just saying that to pump up my ego. Well, now she has put her foot down. The comments has gone from “OK, I think you’re big enough!” to “Are you trying to hurt me because that’s what your doing by continuing this PE thing.” and “You’re going to have to find someone else if you get any bigger.” The other downsides are oral sex issues such as sore jaw muscles and tooth scrapes and her reluctance to have frequent sex due to soreness.
One of my minor goals was to reach the size of a life-like 8” x 6” dildo that I bought her some time ago. We didn’t use it much but when we did, I could tell she really enjoyed the stretch she felt. I loved watching her progressively take that thing to the hilt as her thrusts became stronger and more deliberate, completely focusing on the full and stretched feeling it gave her. I would daydream about how I would reach that size (or exceed it) and how she would enjoy the real thing even more.
Our sex has always been good with both of us reach orgasm easily 99.999% of the time. And though it was probably more psychological than anything, the larger I grew, the more she seemed to enjoy it. But she still teased me repeatedly that I wasn’t up to par with our lifelike friend. And the day I proved to her that I reached the size of the dildo (reaching it in length and exceeding it in girth by .25”), she cut it up and threw it in the trash saying that she wouldn’t need that thing anymore. Man that made me feel good. And fast forward to now, I’m right at the edge of the cliff about to go over so nows the time to shut it down and go into maintenance mode. Any more gains would hurt my sex life rather than improve it.
When I started out a couple years ago, I was roughly 7.0” NBPEL x 5” EG. Now 8.25” NBPEL x 6.25” EG (well, 6.25” behind the glans, 6.5” at the base.) My predominate and consistent routine for the past year and a half was 200+ very intense daily jelqs (50% erection), alternating every 100 with overhand and underhand grip to balance it out. And manual “V” AI stretches every time I go to the urinal. My fitness program has me drinking upwards to 96 ounces of water a day so that was about 8-10 trips to the bathroom a day. Jelqed five days a week, taking weekends off. AI stretches all the time. I stayed focused on what I was feeling, shutting it down whenever I felt pain. I always aimed for soreness but not pain.
But now I’m causing her soreness bordering on pain and so it’s time to level it off.
The easier I am on myself, the harder life is on me.