Hey,
I’m logging on to post another update. I screwed up with explaining these stretches and got it mixed up a little bit. Actually I do 270 degrees rotation when pulling upwards and 180 pulling sideways. I’m an ignorant moron anyway and forgot that these things are called bundled stretches or something like that as far as I remember. Nothing too innovative I guess but it really helps me with my grip.
Many things are going on with my penis lately. I mean I wasn’t even working out so much this past month. I had my girlfriend over for Christmas and I tried to keep up with my schedule as much as I could but sometimes I would skip a day or two. One time I went for a snowboarding trip and had three days break.
I measured myself like ‘kind of’ measured. I didn’t have much time and I was sexually drained for the most part. I don’t see my girlfriend too often and when we do see each other we spend a lot of time together and have so much sex that between my PE and her I barely have time to pull my dick out for myself. It looked like I have not gained anything at all but I kept noticing differences.
The veins on the bottom of the penis have moved forward. I did not understand it because how would they move. They could only move if it was indeed stretched but I was convinced I haven’t gained anything. I had a single prominent distinguished side-vein that I like to look at. It kept moving away from my pubis over time. Lately it moved out so far away that another prominent vein started following the previous one.
How is this possible if I have not gained I was thinking to myself. It looks nice but I stopped thinking about it after a while. I also noticed that my penis is much longer at lower erection levels. Flaccid is … oh shit. I looked to my stats to see what I wrote down last time. Well, my flaccid is 0.5 in longer on average. Sometimes even 0.75 longer when I’m getting out of bed in the morning. So yeah, there’s that. My semi erect penis is already much longer than my erect penis from before PE.
My girlfriend kept telling me that I’m bigger but I discredited her all the time thinking that she’s trying to be nice. She kept telling me it’s almost too big. Lately after some not even all that rough doggy style sex I gave her `period pain`. She just laid on the bed in fetal position because her stomach was hurting so bad. I guess I hit her cervix so much that it hurt her as much as if she was on her period. I kept getting more confused because the ruler didn’t indicate any increase.
I’m actually trying to make a point here. My point is. There is no such thing as growth spurt or whatever people call it here saying that growth comes in spurts. It does not. I kept noticing these differences, the veins moving on my penis, condoms getting tighter, my girlfriends vagina getting tighter, and she keeps noticing too. The reason why I didn’t see anything on the ruler was because I was having so much sex combined with PE when I was not having sex that it impacted my EQ.
I never got to 100% for measurement and I kept thinking that I haven’t gained.
Yesterday was the last time I had sex and I actually had over 24 hours break from any sexual stimulation. Today was my on-day and I did my regular routine. I was actually able to get it up 100% even though I completed my entire routine which usually leaves me fatigued to the point where I can’t get it up 100% right after and I have to wait it out for a little bit.
After putting the ruler to the dick for the first time, it registered 7.375. I was thinking I can do better than this. Worked up an even harder erection and measured again. I got up to 7.5 inches. Now I understand why it hurt my girlfriend so much.
7.5 was something unattainable for me in my thoughts. I was thinking that I’m stuck at 7.25 and nothing will work. I thought that if I stop PE then I’m probably gonna even lose that and get back to 7 if I don’t keep a maintenance routine for life. I was going to post a message that I quit just yesterday. I was going to tell you that I did not even gain anything and it hurts my girlfriend anyway so why would I need any more length. Was going to switch to girth exercises and work on my girth more.
Another note on the condoms. I kept thinking that Magnum is the size large and there isn’t anything in between. I learned that Magnum is too big. It is a tapered condom with 60mm width at the head and 54mm width at the base which now makes sense because they were too wide on the head but snug on the shaft. Skyn large are decent condoms but I was afraid they would slip. I think I’m still too small for them, they are 56mm. I learned all this information from a website on the internet. If you want I can share it with you. According to that website you need to be 5.8in - 6.1in in girth to wear Magnum, 5.1in - 5.5in to wear Skyn large. I think the best way is to try them all and see for yourself.
So people here are talking about cul de sac and I wonder where it is. Is it accessible in every position? Does it matter what your penis shape is? Mine is curved up, would I have a lower chance of hitting it? Maybe I’m already hitting it?
I learned that it’s different to bottom out in different positions. I believe it’s easier in doggy style position and it isn’t as easy in missionary. Even the position with legs up isn’t all that easy to bottom out with.
Could it be that because of the curvature of my penis I’m hitting cervix doggy style but cul de sac in missionary?
I’m not sure if it’s because we changed the method of contraception and moved from pills to condoms or maybe it is because I started hitting the cul de sac but my girlfriend has been getting very wet at times. Like porn flick wet - creaming all over my penis. I never thought she was capable of that, or should it be - I was capable of that. This was actually one of my fantasies to see it myself and I kind of flipped out.
If you could only know how confused I am at this point.
You hear people saying that size does not matter but such a small increase in my penis size would make such a big difference in my sex life?
Maybe I just got better in having sex. I have only been having it for two years. I feel like there’s still so much to learn.
I guess I will keep stretching and see how it goes. My girlfriend said she might get used to my length as it increases. She tells me that rough sex has become too intense at times but if she’s well aroused then there’s nothing like it.
I wanted to thank Gentlepsychopath and Marinera because they influenced me to change my routine and allowed me to progress further. The gain I observed on the ruler today has made my day.
Thanks