Finding xeno: a penis tale

Muther Fucker…I’m going to have to use mrs. x’s phone to do some photomagraphan…:)

She’ll get over it…some TT photos will be posted tomorrow.

xeno

You’re tha man, man.

Tunica Tenderizer (TTr):

That most definitely lives up to its name. Much thanks! Not what I expected. The CCCC generates much more internal pressure than I expected too. The tunica really doesn’t stand a chance any more.

Yep. The old divide and conquer concept; focus stress to make incremental strain; repeat at other tunica locations; the sum of the incremental strains = growth.

Super easy to build the TTr; 2 2x4s, 1 diagonally cut 2x4 and 6 screws…crazy simple. Could also add bolts and wingnuts a la Tiger Trap.

Anyhoo, highly recommended!

xeno

Yes :) …no need to torture one’s penis after all.

And mrs. x didn’t even bat an eyelash at the sight of the TTr…she knows Tiger didn’t get that big from tickling it :)

xeno

Yes well the absence of torture screws makes it much less scary than say the Tiger Trap.

Earlier today I almost asked you about the risk / reward on CCCC by itself, let alone TTr on top of it. Then a reality check came, and I realized I’d crossed over into “crazy” territory a while ago. And proceeded one click at a time with fingers crossed.

Thanks for the pics, it does look very simple indeed.

Not crazy territory, merely unexplored territory. Remember that the greatest imperative of the INDIVIDUAL Homo Sapiens is exploration…not procreation; that is the imperative of the species in aggregate. Let other Sapiens satisfy that…to the overpopulated detriment of the very organisms they spawn…and the neutering of their instinct for exploration. You, my friend, were not born for such a wasteful and useless Life; go forth into the unknown and discover all that you can so that you may then benefit others with what you have found.

Best regards,

xeno

Humans are certainly in a new era. For almost all our ancestors, the name of the game was make some babies, make some more, and make sure some of them survive to puberty. Now thanks to overpopulation, obscene levels of consumption, ridiculous cultural treatment of adolescence, and a mortality rate of nearly zero, females of the species in “developed” nations have an average of 2.0 highly premeditated children that they raise for 18-30 years at a cost of decades of labor to both mother and father. I don’t know if I’m among the explorers who completely forego procreation. I have so far, but I’m obsessed with sex, and I like children, learning from their unbiased eyes, and teaching them about the world without lying to them or patronizing them like so many adults do. I know it’s all hundreds of millions of years of evolution-molded machinery designed to make me feel good as I move through the world in such a way as to best survive and procreate. The awareness of that hasn’t changed its appeal for me. But I have up until now avoided procreating in such a way as to jeopardize that freedom to explore, so you may be righter than I know.

I respect your judicious consideration of your and your potential progeny’s…prospects. We Homo Sapiens, like all organisms are merely aggregates of atoms that were created in the explosion of stars; through differentiation of those atoms a process called by us Sapiens as ‘evolution’ has occurred, which has, within the last 20,000 years conferred upon us as a species both self awareness and the capacity for abstract thought. That has manifested thusly: all organisms seek to persist; they want not to perish. Homo Sapiens are no different than any other organism in this regard. They are different, however, in two important ways; they possess self awareness and the capacity for abstract thought. In combination, these two capabilities have, in addition to many positive manifestations, served to manifest within humans two deeply-rooted psychological needs: self-preservation and self-protection. For self- preservation, humans have created the notion of a soul, something with permanence that will continue to exist after the death of the body. Buddhism stands unique in the history of human thought in that it denies the existence of a soul. According to the teaching of the Buddha, the idea of a soul is rooted in the false notion that the mortal self has some permanence and that it is not what it truly is, an aggregate of atoms; where the atoms have permanence, but the aggregate does not. This false belief in a permanent self produces harmful thoughts of me, mine, selfishness, desire, craving, attachment, hatred, ill-will, conceit, pride, egoism and other defilements, impurities and problems. It is the source of all the troubles in the world, from personal conflicts to wars between nations. In short, to this false view can be traced all the evil in the world.
For self-protection, humans have created the notion of God, an entity to dispense the disposition of this soul and to therefore, instill in humans a subjugational role to an imaginary entity in the living of their Lives. For these humans, the imaginary protection provided by the imaginary entity of their imaginary permanent self after the death of their bodies is worth subjugating the truth of their impermanence and the joy that comes from that truth in order to not be afraid in Life. Truth is traded for a feeling of safety; a safety from a threat that doesn’t exist. Homo Sapiens, then, are again unique among organisms due their capacities for self awareness and abstract thought: they can be afraid outside of the presence of a threat. Like other organisms, humans can experience fear, but there are no other organisms that can be afraid outside of the immediate presence of a threat. It is upon this human capacity to be afraid for the disposition of one’s imaginary permanent self that all religions are founded and all of the delusion and mental enslavement that they proffer is empowered.
What the Buddha realized was the truth of impermanence and the liberation from fear that comes from this knowledge. This is the essence of his enlightenment. The same enlightenment is available to all other human beings as well. The beautiful thing about such an enlightenment is that the same capacity for abstract thought that serves to enslave the human mind with irrational fear becomes the means of it’s emancipation through knowledge of the truth of impermanence. In the decoupling of one’s self-awareness from one’s capacity for abstract thought, one’s mind that was it’s jailor becomes it’s liberator.

But that’s just like-a my opinion man.

xeno

Well okay then.

So we are this impermanent incarnation of life energy. It feels really good to be alive, and passing it on seems good too. In a way, it’s almost the only right thing I can think of to do with that knowledge. Knowing our impermanence doesn’t change the compass of life force that seems to direct my action.

Give it time..,.

zeno

A rational analysis of my recent very rapid EL gains leads to one possible explanation: exhumation of inner penis. There’s no way that I grew 1.5 cubic inches of meat in 6 weeks; it has to be meat that already existed. So, respectfully, I assert that gnorw si areniram.

:)

xeno