Kinda afraid to measure . first world problems

I have played around with pumping for years, but started a program here in early November. I started the beginners 90 program, but felt it was too basic. My program is mostly 4-8 hours a day of an ADS (ESL40), hanging 2 out of three days, 100 Jelqs every other day and occasional pumping. I noticed almost immediate Erection Quality improvement and it feels bigger. I decided to do a 90 day program before I took my first “progress measurement”, which is due in early February.

So here’s the issue. I am bi, and one of the advantages of playing with other men is that there are places (adult book stores) where men meet up for anonymous sex. As one would think, your physical looks help decide who you get to play with (not a problem for me, I’m an in-shape footballer type and quite masculine in looks – so I usually don’t have a problem in hooking them in). But the next step is penis size. I have often opened up the fly to have people “disappointed”, sometimes to the point of leaving. While 5.5” might be the median for straight guys, it has been shown to be 6.25” for gays, and I definitely was below average.

Over the last month, things have changed. I knew when pumping it seemed to go much further in the cylinder and looked much bigger. Now when I’ve gone to a bookstore to play, three times I have had guys say how big it was, including “Damn, that’s a monster” and “I like ‘em big like you” (I’m in Texas, it’s how we talk down here) and once this military guy, who had been kinda offish in the cruise, opened my 501’s, looked at it, and dropped to his knees. None of my female partners have made any comments (no repeats from before PE, so no comparison), but I think guys are more visual and more likely to comment.

First, it was a bit of a shock to hear these things, and second I cannot begin to tell you the increased confidence and swagger I have. Before I came in kind of apologetic, and now I come in like “big man on campus”, get on your knees bitches and suck my dick. So now I’m really afraid to take a measurement. If it hasn’t changed much, and I realize that it’s “all in my head”, then it won’t be “all in my head” anymore. And I’m sure having fun with this new confidence.

I know this is a “first world problem”, but I wanted to share my excitement and fears. I will measure in early February and see if this is real or just my hope gone overboard.

If it’s feeling bigger and looking bigger, it’s likely bigger. Stay the course and keep a safe/consistent routine.

You will solve your issue ian about a year or so. Don’t quit. If it bothers you don’t measure all the time.

Measure only when you have a rock hard erection.

Can’t wait to hear about the gains in February. Good luck buddy.