My Story So Far

Just to go ahead and warn everyone this will be a long first post.

My PE story starts in late 2015 when I signed up with PenisProfessor.com. I paid for the membership and was quickly overwhelmed with all of the information. They have alot of the exercises, but there were really no routines outlined, the only suggestion is that you switch up your routine every week. My PE journey started because I had turned to my wife, at the time, while laying in bed and asked her what she thought of my dick. She said that she liked the length, but that she would like if I had more girth. That sent me down a road where I wondered how she would have even known what more girth felt like considering that she told me that she was a virgin when we got together. Anyways, I signed up and started doing the exercises with no real grounded insight on exactly what I was doing. We ended up getting divorced a few months later, though she did say that she had noticed a difference before we parted ways. Though I feel off the PE bandwagon after she left. I felt like I didn’t have anyone to work for.

While going through my divorce, I met what would become my second wife. She swept me off my feet, and she ended up asking me to marry her. Mind you that was only 2 months after my first divorce was finalized. I was an emotional wreck and just wanted to feel loved, cared for, and wanted, and she did.

A WORD OF ADVISE, do not get involved with anyone while you are still recovering from a previous relationship, especially if had a grueling ending.

To make a long story as short as possible. The second wife was worse than the first. She used my fear of clowns against me to terrorize me, ” Goodnight, I love you, and don’t worry about the clown in the doorway.” She treated my daughter from the first marriage like garbage. She would talk down to her in a snooty and overbearing way. She treated me much the same, nothing I did was right, unless I was buying her stuff she wanted. During her pregnancy, we had both gained a significant amount of weight. I had gotten up to 260+ lbs. I’m 5’11” so it didn’t help my confidence any. Not to mention I found out that her “crazy stalker” that used to call and text her alot when we had first got together turned out to be a disgruntled prostitution client.

Yeah, so she broke me, she broke me mentally, physically(health), and emotionally. She has even went on to file a divorce against me. She even used to make little dick jokes towards me, which stung so bad. The divorce was only filed this last month on our child’s together birthday.

Her little dick jokes stung me to my core. I had never really thought that I was “small” I knew that I had slightly above average length at 6” NBPEL, even when I got to that weight. It really was the turtleing that occurred in my flaccid state.

Which brings me to now. I have lost alot of the weight, I am just hovering at above 200lbs and my flaccid has turned the corner if you will, meaning that he is back to hanging out. I haven’t measured my flaccid hang just yet.

I do not really know what my goal is, currently after a few weeks back at it I am up to 7.5” BPEL. My fat pad is still really prominent at about 1”. Currently I am not looking to increase girth. I am thinking that I want to devote these next 6 months really focusing on length and losing more weight. I wouldn’t mind getting back to my weight of 178lbs before I got married the second time. I felt great and looked great. This would also help with the proportional look of my unit with my body.

My routine has been out of sync of what the newbie routine outlined is. And I am starting to think that maybe if I were to go more off of it I would probably get better results. I will outline what it is that I have been doing below.

First two weeks
WARM UP- 10 mins with heat pad.
STRETCHING- 30 minutes( 3 minute stretches, focusing on BTC, SD, and SO. With some OTL and SU).
EDGING for 10 minutes then thigh slaps 30 ea side.
WARM DOWN- 5 mins

For the last week I returned more to the newbie routine outlined here

WARM UP - 5 mins, heat pad
Stretching - 10 minutes( SO, SD, BTC OTL both sides, then SU).
JELQING- 50 reps with each stroke counting.
EDGING then thigh slaps 30 ea side.
WARM DOWN- 5 mins, heat pad.

At first I will say that I was worried about the jelqing because I had heard, from that other site, that it was a girth gainer. But after posting here and learning that it can also be used to gain length, I figured that it wouldn’t hurt.

So far I haven’t experienced any negative PI’s, though after my first Jelquing session the other day I did notice that I had some red spotting on my shaft. I guess I got a little overzealous with the jelqing.

I know that there are guys out there that are working hard to achieve the length that I had starting out again at 7”BPEL. I want to tell them that I encourage them to shot for their goals. And that even us bigger guys, at times, have to deal with some nasty women. I wish you all the very best luck.

So for me right now I wouldn’t mind reaching a 8” BPEL and shooting for 5.5-6” girth later on. I know that not just doing the PE exercises, but also watching my diet and giving up smoking cigarettes would help attain these goals faster.

There is apart of me that wants this so that any woman that I may get with later on will have a “new” me instead of the old me. I don’t want the biggest Wang in the locker room, I just want to change my life for the better. I want to regain some of the confidence that I lost, going through my second marriage. For now, I am not looking to get involved with any one for a long time. I just want to focus on healing the wounds from these last to relationships and improve myself overall.

I know that this is a long post and put alot out there I just really didn’t know where else to put it. So here it is.

Starting: 7” BPEL / 4.75” MSEG

Current: 7.5” BPEL / 4.75 MSEG

Any tips or advise in anything relating to PE and weight loss would be awesome.

Sorry for the long post. Just had to get it out there.

(In no way am I trying to advertise for the website stated previously in my post.)

Go Big Fella. Give up the smokes., get that weight down a bit and look after the kids.

What is it with some of these Sheila’s? Bloody horrible. Good luck mate!

Good for you, stay focused on yourself sounds like you know what to do.

The payoff of all the hard work is so worth it.

That I do not know. I did my best to treat them right, but
I got slapped in the face and stabbed in the back for all my troubles. The first was just a pathological liar, the second was abusive all the way around. For now I am calling it quits on trying to get involved in any relationship. Apparently, I seem to entice the wrong sort of woman.

I really do not though, I am just trying to take it day by day and focus on the day at hand.

I’d say stay with your current routine for at least three months, monitor your PI’s along the way, measure maybe once a month, then re-evaluate. No devices for at least the first few months until you are properly conditioned.

You’ve got great length, well above average, big even and at least average to above average girth.

I know it’s difficult but you’ve got to forget about the ex-wives and move forward with your life. You’re doing a good job of it right now with your weight loss and PE routine.

Keep it going, you’ll eventually get your confidence back and find yourself a good woman.

They are out there.

Good luck brother.

Thanks for the encouragement. I will confess to going ahead and buying a pump, hanger, and clamp. I think that after 3 months I will reevaluate and see where I am at. If I am being really honest I went ahead and tried the clamp once just to see what it was like. It came with theraband so I wrapped and went for it. It was just one session of about 5 minutes just to see, and WOW! It was so engorged that it scared me. I can see why that would be an advanced technique. I won’t be doing that again for a long while.

The reason that I got those devices is because after reading numerous forums here they see to be the leading contenders to helping augment any PE routine.

The hanger still scares me even though I have read about it, here and on Bib’s site.
The pump not so much because with the first ex wife that was something we used together, though now I know I was using one that was in no way meant for someone of my girth.

I want to exhaust any and all manual type stretches before I even consider using any device.

And again thanks for the advice.