.Nrt journey
Hello fellas. I’ve been sucking information from this forum, what made me notice that this place is crowded with many intelligent men. That motivates me, that makes me want to be a part of it.
If you are in a distant future and want only know the progress, I will give you the stats and relevant info right away. And after that, I will tell my subjective understanding of my journey at this point in time.
- Age 22
- Unit name: The Unnamed (chosen by himself)
- Measurements will be updated every 30 to 90 days;
- I consider myself officially started at July 23, 2020;
- Stats were BPEL 6” / MEG 4,7”
- Possible unintentional helpers:
— Testosterone user (about 300mg/week). Tadalafil user (2.5 to 5mg daily). Both were initiated long before PE for bodybuilding purposes.
So, my story is similar to many of those I’ve read. Normal size, feel small, wanna grow.
The different part (I suppose), is that my unit is underdeveloped for lack of stimuli when in puberty. I will tell you why that is:
When I was starting to play with The Unnamed, I’ve been through an traumatic event. (Physical and psychological trauma)
My fragile circumcised skin, in a moment of me handling a sadly little 11-13yr old erection, simply detached in the junction between penis skin and glans. I saw the flesh (actually the Fibrous Envelope of my cavernosum). So freaking scary for a kid that have barely discovered his unit.
I touched id, was painful, and tried to glue it back with manual pressure. No deal. I took a breath and let it there. Didn’t touch my penis for months, and times in the future, when I did, I never been rough, because of that memory.
Today, I’m totally conditioned, but with years lost due to trauma.
Has someone went trough this? I never told this anyone.
Any questions about anything, I’ll be here. Hopefully for years!