Nuyte's log progress

Hi guys,
I decided to open here my progress thread to keep me on track taking tips from someone who knows better than me the right road to success.
I’ll be 21 years old in a few days but i knew this forum since when i was 17. I remember i read a lot of things in that year but decided not to start because maybe still in time for some natural growth and i didn’t wanna hinder them.
I started PE in june 2016, my starting size was:
6.7 BP
4.6 MEG
4.4 BEG
I felt ok with the lenght but i seriously didn’t like that skinny look.

After one month of light newbie routine i were:

7.3 BP
4.7 MEG
? BEG
Then i continued PE for like 8 months without any gains (just 0.1 inch of lenght). In that period of time i dated a girl who really liked my unit (idk why but yeah, sex was great) so i stopped PE.
Recently, we broke up and i restarted my adventure because that feeling of being smaller than anyone never left my mind.
My official restart is on 08/06/18 with this size:
7.3 BP
4.7 MEG
4.6 BEG
using a light newbie routine (5’ warm-up-6’ stretching-10’ wet jelq-10’ edging- 5’ warm-down) that in 3 months has become something like (8-10’ warm-up - 9’ stretching - 15’ wet jelq - 15/20’ edging with erect kegel trying to reach the maximum expansion - 5’ warm-down).
My unit looks more veiny both in flaccid and erect state, my dorsal vein is timidly becoming visible and all the little blood vessels also.
I noticed that my CS is more prominent than before.
Today, after 3 months, i measure:
7.5 BP
4.7 MEG
4.6 BEG
Nothing in girth, absolutely nothing.
Girth is the only thing i’m looking for, so when i saw 0 gains i felt and i’m still feeling very discouraged.

There is one thing i noticed, i’ve never felt like my penis was in an expanding state after the routine or in the middle of the jelqing session. I’m almost sure that if i measure my dick after the routine it will have the same girth than before. I think it is necessary to have an expansion during the routine for real girth gains.
I use to jelq in 50-80% EQ starting almost flaccid to allow the blood to go in and stay at a lower % for the first minutes, than i try to stay in 60-70% for the major part of the session with a 3-5 seconds overhand stroke. It looks more veiny after jelqing but not bigger, at all.
I will continue with this type of routine for a while. I’ll be glad to hear some advices from someone who already achieve some girth gains and know how to help me. Thank you for reading.

Just finished a horrible training.

One of the worst ever.

Warm up with a hot shower + hairdryer, about 8-9 minutes of stretching (I tried to make several V for the first time to integrate them into the routine) with IR, about 15 minutes of wet jelq always with IR close to me and a few minutes of edging.

I had 0 expansion during the jelq, tunica seemed like a tight rope and did not let the CCs expand. No positive feeling / pleasure that sometimes I feel, indeed, after 10 minutes I started to want to “come” even if i wasn’t feeling any form of pleasure, at all. Both during the jelq and edging it seems smaller than a month ago (in girth, I’m pretty sure), both at the base and at the middle of the shaft and it did not swell with the jelqing strokes, it seemed like with each stroke it was thinnier than before. During the edging never gone beyond 90% of EQ , but it is not the EQ I had some time ago. I do not know why, it’s going so bad in the last weeks that I can not understand why. The routine is the same as when I had excellent IF. My schedule is 4 days ON 3 OFF, the routine is really light, in every past month I took at least 3-4 days OFF in a row for personal reasons and time struggle, I do not see how overtraining could have been created.The more things go wrong, the more I am obsessed with PE and size, because I feel I’m losing a lot of time and wasting possible easy newbie gains than everyone has.

Very nervous and demoralized, I do not know how to behave for real.

Sorry for the outburst.