Ron's progress
Hi everyone. Longtime lurker and infrequent poster on TP. I’m starting this progress log for myself to document my unusual “penile history” but anyone is free to make comments or suggestions.
Started PE seriously early last year. I’ll document my routines and progress until now in a series of hopefully short posts.
I suffer from a lifetime of almost pathological turtling. This happens as with most guys in situations causing anxiety as well as in cold weather/cold water, etc. I’m uncircumcised so in the most severe cases it was like having a second belly button. Double the anxiety in situations where I’d have to get naked like locker rooms or doctor’s offices. I would “fluff up” in the bathroom before showering after gym class or sports and was still usually the smallest guy there. Developed a case of severe body dysmorphia as a teen. Never dated and avoided females until I was an early adult for fear of not measuring up. This despite no lack of interest from multiple girls and my friends screwing everything that moved.
I had no idea what the size of most guys was except that they all seemed larger than me. Eventually found out that most guys erect were around 5”-7” and that my 5.75” was perfectly normal. Didn’t matter, the damage was already done. I didn’t mention that I also also have mild hypospadias. This plus being uncircumcised (unusual for an American kid of my generation) made me different from everyone else. Kids with hypospadias are often not circumcised as the foreskin is used in reconstrucion which I never had done because it’s so mild and never caused me physical or functional problems (don’t want anyone going near my dick with a knife).
This is just background. No self pity here. I’m married 30+ years to a great woman and have been pretty successful overall. May have turned out completely different if I’d been a hung stud in my early years but there are a few things I wouldn’t mind changing.
On to PE!
Starting: (3/1/20) BPFSL 6.75" NBPEL 6.5" MSEG 4.9"
Now: BPFSL 7.5" NBPEL 7.0" MSEG 5.0"
Goal 8" NBPEL 6" MSEG