Hey MaarkyD,
Others have already echoed my sentiments. That girl is one in a million…yes. That girl was trying to build herself up in front of her friends…absolutely. Which explains why she grabbed such a good looking bro…you, and was ready to go all the way. She’s not worth the heartache, you didn’t miss anything, she likely does the same thing whenever she travels.
I agree, this site is about more than just PE. As we read through the threads here, we find that others share our struggles, experiences, and journeys and this let’s us know that we are not weird. As iron sharpens iron, we as men make each other better.
I spend hours on this site now because unlike other sites filled with fluff and distraction, this site is just dialogue amongst men.
Good for you for making the decision to begin living your life and letting go of those experiences. Our first purpose in life is to be the best men that we can be. Mentally, physically, and socially - in that order. Start there!
Define for yourself who you are and what you stand for and practice never wavering to please others. If you have to agree to disagree, then so be it. This is where your confidence will begin to grow beyond your bulge.
Understand that everything really isn’t meant for you. Big dick or not, every girl will not like you. That’s a fact. So let it go.
No one is better than you. We all have different gifts and struggles, but no one is better bro. PE and everything else stands on the foundation that you know who you are, where you are going, and why you want to get there. Otherwise known as purpose.
No one has an obligation to be nice and you have no obligation to be tolerant. Courtesy is a choice. This sounds more cynical than it is.
Developing "Character" - Learning How to Stand Your Ground
Be brave and stand for something, and let everything else be as it should be…entertainment.