PE ended up in a horrible way
Hello there.
I started with PE in the beginning of April this year, my thoughts of this were good I thought I would end up with a bigger dick and a healthy one too.
So I started with the newbie routine awared of that high erection jelqing and extremly stretching could cause damage, ofcourse I thought for myself “this is not happening me”.
So I started with it and I had only good thoughts about it after the 4 first sessions as they gave me hard erections and I didn’t notice any problems until the 7th of April. I managed to come through the stretching without any wierd feelings. I started to jelq in 70-80% erection with a maybe too hard grip. I managed to jelq maybe 100 strokes, until I noticed that my dick were going down all the time and I couldn’t get it up. I ended up it that way when suddenly 1 minute later I felt a wierd rush in my penis, suddenly my penis felt numb and it shriveled in and got hard. My thoughts were “what the hell happened there?” ofcourse I got really scared but I tried to calm down. Erection were impossible.
So here I am today, some improvements yes, but this problem is still chasing me today..
Lets start with the positive things.
I can maintain a erection very easy.
I must say that it feels that I have more sensitive today the problem is that I don’t remember how sensitive I were before this happened.
Can time from time feel normal, it’s feels normal now for example.
When i’m in a good mood mental, my penis feels way better.
Negative things.
Exercising and anxiety makes my penis hard. Reading the firm flaccid penis thread here at thunders didn’t make me less worried :) haha
I’m depressed, it was worse for maybe 2-3 weeks ago somehow I have learned to accept the situation.
Skipping all life activitys
Worrying to much about my penis and has almost been a hypocondriac I think. I can’t put other things on my mind, my dick is killing my mind!
Searching for a diagnosis online here on internet have not made the trick.
My glans are not filling up with blood proper, venous leakage?
Have been to several doctors and also a urologist who says I appear normal to them by just staring at my penis and feel a little bit on it.
Guys what do you think physical or mental?
What should I do to get this problem out of my mind, maybe meet a urologist again and do some tests or shall I just forget my problem and let the body take care of everything?
Thank you.