Hey Rambone,
I think I see what’s going on. Stress and mild depression. Those will dampen everything
about your sexuality. If you’re not using your penis for sex, and if you’re not in an environment
that stimulates you sexually, your body is not going to give you big loads or big flaccid hang.
It is very much chemical. Cortisol and prolactin are not your friends, but you probably have
quite a bit of both floating around your body.
I really do think edging for 20-30 minutes a day if you can (masturbate, but don’t ejaculate)
will help reverse this situation. Also, I have tried all sorts of funky herbs and supplements
to help ejaculate. For me, two things help the most: water (1 gallon a day) and a vivid
fantasy life. You won’t produce semen if you are dehydrated, tired, stressed out or bummed out.
Stress and lack of sleep also reduce testosterone (a process somewhat tied to cortisol).
If you don’t even want to edge 20-30 minutes a day, at least go out for a walk in the
evening before or after dinner. It will help relax and improve circulation….and do drink
plenty of water.
Take care of yourself.
BFLR