I am happy for all you guys who made a decision to live without porn. It will be almost a year since a install a porn blocker on my computer, and even recently I can feel that I am “going to normal again”. Since I install my blocker, I had also many slips - I looked porn every then and now, when the opportunity arises, on my parent computer, on the secretaries (??). Yes, I know it is seek, but hey, porn addiction isn’t a child’s disease. For me things are now going much better, I don’t have the urge anymore. I have tested myself several times and the porn flicks honestly leave me pretty indifferent. I have pretty regular sex now, but most important, I am me again. The guys who will go on the way I had will know what I am talking about. Today I don’t “think” anymore between the sex - for example how should I fuck, is it my dick big enough, am I good enough and such a crap, I just enjoy myself. I am glad to find that out, because I was fighting with big depression earlier in my porny days. From such a twisted mind a had many bad sexual encounters with girl (couldn’t get it up thus I masturbate on porn for hours a day - I asked myself: WTF is with me??), which resulted in a very low self worth and self esteem. I have isolated myself, constantly avoid (subconsciously) meeting girls and make out with them, even the rumour’s between girls and guys spread out that maybe I am gay (??), and the list go on and on. I lost many years (3, 4 - I don’t know), the most potent and vital year (from 25 to 30), and I am very sorry for that. But hey, I reached the bottom and today I fell stronger than ever before. I try to enjoy every moment of my life (not just sex), and I am confident with my happiness.
So for all you guys who want to go on the way that I had, that was just my 2 cent of my experience and I hope it will help on your way. Be strong, be decided and most important believe in yourself no matter how low you fall.