masturbation guilt

Hi all since joinging this site I have had an epiphany and gone back in my past.

I now see where my size insecurity comes from.

Growing I always felt guilty Masturbating. Ie spilling my load and the act of doing the deed. I am not sure why exactly could have been due to being overly sensitive and external influences

Its so stange as it all makes sense now. I was just wondering if others have had similar experiences.

Its a shame as whe I should have been out meeting girls I was either locked away or even when I was handed it o a plate I was too shy to do anything because of this rubbish idea in my head.

Just wanted to say thanyou thunders for helping me find myself years later and break free of this bond

All the best

C

Catholic?

Nope fraid not.

Why is that something catholic must abstain from?

I think most men do when they are being genuinely honest , Most of the my married friends feel this way they think it is unnatural . Ain’t got nothing to do with religion either alot of them are beer drinking buddies.And beer aint against any of thier religions.

I consider masturbation to be an important part of my healthy lifestyle.

There is a web site devoted to male masturbation. Check out bateworld.com.

I remember when I was about 12 or 13 years old. My mother discovered signs that I was masturbating. She threatened me, saying that if she found further signs or found that I was “messing around with girls” that she would take a butcher knife to my penis.

Shortly after that we went to my grandmother’s house. My mother proceeded to tell her, in front of me, what she had recently discovered about my masturbating. My grandmother commenced to slapping my face, and telling me that if I did not stop that I would go insane. Needless to say, I was very secretive about it after that.

Later in life, after I had been married for about 5 years, my wife came home from work one day. She proceeded to relate that a couple women with whom she worked knew my mother. They related that my mother told them years earlier what she had discovered about my masturbating. This made me quite uneasy in the presence of those women.

Ever since that incident, I felt quite self conscientious around those women as well as others that I knew that my mother had an acquaintance with.

Those people have long passed away and I no longer have that uneasiness, but I do have a profound sense of quilt even to this day.

Jesus Fucking Christ. Sorry to hear that, brother. Holy hell.

Sounds like my childhood all over again, but i felt guilty due to religion.
As i grew up, i felt less and less guilty because i knew for a fact this has to be natural. That is when i broke the chains of my mind and started to think like a free man. :)

When I was about 12, my father noticed signs I was masturbating. He told me it was perfectly normal, but that it would be embarrassing (for them!) if he or my mother walked in while I was doing it.

So I made a sign up saying “Don’t walk in or there’ll be ‘nowt between us but a yard and a half of rock hard penis!” and hung it on my door….

My father laughed at that, but suggested I remove it when we had house guests. So you can imagine how sorry I feel for anyone made to feel guilty about their wanking habits.

My mother chastised me for having looked at boobs and her finding the traces of it in my browser history. She also conveniently forgot that it was my PC and that I (already) paid for internet.

I was 14 or so at the time. A year later she accused me of having looked at bestiality, which went well beyond my knowledge of even existing. I suspect she downloaded it herself by accident (Fake files on Kazaa). I didn’t feel guilty but I was afraid to show any sort of male sexuality afterwards, thinking I was doing well for not showing it. In hindsight, given her views, one could consider it misandry.

We all do it or did it at one point, it’s a stress reliever. I have transitioned from masturbating a lot to focusing more on PE.

My wife and I recently went through a tough time and now we are both fully committed to working on our marriage, and now she won’t leave my dick alone. I couldn’t masturbate now even if I wanted to!

I am proud to be a Onanist.

For me, wanker Onanist or is not a dirty word. I like a Onanist and proud of it.

That being said, most people masturbate anyway.

For me, sexual activity is masturbation.

I believe that masturbation is a basic need such as food, drink and breathe.

And also makes masturbation even fun. I now operate almost daily masturbation for 61 years and still have my fun.

Moreover, masturbation has the advantage that you can masturbate with less than erect penis. Because with the erection I have a problem since my age of 62. I am now 68 years old. Daily masturbation is good for the penis and the prostate. You can see it in my pictures after masturbation 27 290 in 61 years.

I am proud to find myself in such a large company of Onanisten.

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