Okay so I have an update. The other day I did pretty well with keeping it up. We were dry fucking at it was pretty hard through most of it and lasted around 20-30 minutes or so, but then when we were going to have sex I guess it was to tired from the dry sex? Is that normal? Yeah even through masturbation it stays hard and then goes softer after awhile, its really annoying and I don’t get it. Its probably at that level where its just good enough to suffice, but no where near where I want it to be. If only I could just stay hard all the time! Whats worse is that I can definitely see myself losing my length gains because I haven’t been PEing at all :( .
Its not really like: after awhile my erections will start getting softer, but more like they will go away kind of, and then come back again, I really don’t get it.