Absent Erections And Shrinkage
Apologies for the length of this post.
I was a moderately active member on here some years ago and a moderately active gainer ending up at what I considered “enough” at 7x5.5”.
I then became ill, eventually resulting in a liver transplant after several years.
During this time I experienced virtually no sex drive and never woke with the “morning wood”. Erections were a memory and would have been pointless anyway.
Now recovering from the transplant I am getting a sex drive back with stirrings below. However, when I got my first erection for literally years, I found that not only had it shrunk to about 4.5” in length, I would guess around 4.5” girth and was also viciously curved to the left. I couldn’t even hold it in my fist to wank. The same occurred the second time and both times my emissions were a brownish slime, not the white spunk we all know and love.
So the questions/advice requests;
Has anyone any knowledge of this type of shrinkage and whether I can get back to “normal” again? Please don’t guess - I already guess I can gain some back, but all of it?
Has anyone any knowledge of this brownish slime?
Thanks in advance for any helpful replies - I have researched this and established it is a well-known problem; but the medical remedies are not where I want to go.