I desperately want to do PE, but I am worried about past injuries
I really want to get into PE, but I am just overwhelmed. I did try PE (jelqing) for the first time last December, and I think I may have injured myself. Whether the injuries are temporary or permanent is beyond me. Although I will try and describe how it happened and what it’s like now.
Looking back at it now, I used to hard of a grip, and my motions were sloppy and too fast. I actually had trouble keeping my erection level down due to the latter, so that may have played a role. After doing ~125 jelqs I felt a sharp pain or sting in my penis. My penis immediately went limp and of course I freaked out at this, so my reaction was to take a hot shower and hot wrap my penis. After this I tried as hard as I could to achieve an erection to prove to myself I didn’t screw up too bad, which I did get a VERY weak erection. I also had pain in my general crotch region for many days after the incident.
On the physical side of things, my penis has like a “ribcage” appearance where there are vein like things on the top and side of my penis. Sometimes they are fully visible and other times they are almost completely invisible. To the best of my knowledge this is lymphocele, feel free to correct me if you think otherwise.
I know my EQ is not as good as it used to be, but has vastly improved since the injury to pretty normal, although it seems to take longer to achieve a full erection than it used to. Also I noticed my penis has a left curve which I would love to be straightened out a bit at least.
FINALLY, I can get to my point! I have been thinking about purchasing a X4 Labs extender to straighten my penis a bit, and maybe have a small length/girth gain along with it. With these injuries, would it be in my best interest to buy this expensive(!) extender? Or should I just do some manual exercises to fix all of these issues? I am mainly looking to straighten my penis and improve EQ, while additional gains are nice, it isn’t what I am particularly worried about now!
Please, any help or advice would be greatly appreciated!