Is This Weird? (Story)

I don’t understand why you guys are saying that he has a huge dick. He’s 5.5-6 NBP. He should lose weight but he certainly knows that. He will have a huge dick when he loses his fat pad

Because NBP measurements matter only to people comparing size in the gym locker room.

I figure during sex Im able to get 7.5-8 in. Maybe a lil more than 8 when I’m at my hardest. I would like to see how many inches I would actually be after I drop more weight.

She actually claimed my length was similar to the ex and that my dick feels bigger than it looks. She said my dick was big and I should stop worrying about other people.

I just made her mad again today by something I said. It’s going to hurt so much to see her happy with that lil cheating asshole.

You are describing every step of why you are hampering yourself. Did it occur to you with all of the ways that you have made her mad and shown your insecurities that it wouldn’t have taken anyone else stepping in for her to have left you?

You have already described how other women have left you because you have done similar things. The only thing different in this case is that there is another man stepping in your place. The self-sabotage pattern is exactly the same! Your penis is not the problem in any of these scenarios!

It really sounds to me like she’s comparing NBP measurements, so in reality he’s probably 6” long or so. Getting yourself envious over a guy who isn’t bigger than you, just leaner. And I mean the odds that a girl would sleep with 2 guys in a row over 8” without actively seeking that out are really miniscule.

Well stop doing that, then. Smh.

You still off the soft drink SBK ? (Getting into the important stuff, like your lifespan for example). I would love to read that your fat pad is gone👍

I’ve slipped up a few times. I was addicted to Tropical Sprite from McDonald’s. I’ve found an alternative that I like right now called Sparkling Ice Pineapple and Coconut flavor. No sugar, zero calories. And I obviously drink a lot of water. I’m back to jogging and boxing which has helped my cardio and weight loss. I’m closing in on losing 30lbs.

I want to start something like Brazilian Jiu jitsu to get my mind off PE and women. I’m kinda addicted to pumping right now. And at last measure I seem to be cementing my 8.5-8.75 bp measurement.

Excellent work on the weight and sugar mate. Proud of you! ( that’s weird as I have no idea who you are). That 8.5 stat makes me want to give it away but I wont👍 Keep up the great work and fat-pad-free will be with you in no time.

Thanks. I appreciate it. It’s definitely going to be a grind. Eventually I want really start calorie counting and cutting carbs. I’ve been eating smaller portions and avoiding sweets, but not really dieting. Once I do that, I should see better results.

Our bodies love us when we reduce sugar intake. Now that you’re focusing on nutrition, what’s happening with the competition with other guys when you’re already with a girl?

I’ll tell you what: as a gay guy, I don’t have the luxury of fantasizing about being smaller or larger than any of my husband’s exes. I don’t have the luxury of trying to best my husband’s size because we have the same parts. For some reason in my dating days/daze I ended up with guys in the 7+” range. Swordfighting was great until one of us (i.e., usually me) squeaked the tiniest bit of insecurity about not sizing up. Instant boner killer. If you’re already doing the deed, then you’ve already won the prize.

Get right with your mind that this struggle is internal. You chart the path you travel each day. Try to sprinkle self-acceptance on your path, and see if girls react positively.

And, please, stop asking about a partner’s past. You have a past and so do they. Keep the past in the past.

So they’re officially back together, but I think she may measure him for me just because I keep asking her to compare size. Yes, I know I have a problem. But she couldn’t say definitely I was thicker, and I was about 6.5 after a 30min pumping session that morning. Will update again if I’m not depressed after finding out the measurements.

Look forward to the update.

I’m still contemplating if I want to be put out of misery with his actual measurements. Inwould be shocked if someone that skinny isn’t longer than me, but thicker. I took pride in the little bit of girth I do have. If this lil fucker beats me in that too, I’ll be destroyed and really start overdoing the pe again.

Here’s a lil tidbit … So she said that I opened her up sexually and made her feel things she’s never felt before. And the squirting thing was big for her. So I basically made her a better whore and this guy is going to benefit. Just gold.

And if you hadn’t sabotaged yourself, that could be you instead of him.