Time to end the long lurk.
I’ve been on here reading a lot for about a year and a half. I should have started posting a long time ago, but I guess I’m a bit of an introvert by nature.
Like some other guys on here, I didn’t go looking for a penis enlargement site. In my early 40’s my EQ started to be less than impressive and a search for non-pharmaceutical help with that eventually led me here. When I first found the site, I was quite skeptical, but amazed with the concept that it could be possible to change one’s size. I had lived over 40 years believing the very average package I received, was my only option. I did nothing but read for a while. Then I decided, what the heck, if all I ever get out of it is better erections and don’t gain size, I’ve still accomplished my original goal.
I started jelqing, but not with any kind of disciplined routine, since some of my skepticism remained. The first thing I noticed was a thicker, heavier look & feel during and after jelqing. I stretched a little, but was even less disciplined about that. I also quickly noticed improved erections. Night and morning wood returned to a much better state. That certainly kept me going because the lack of consistent routine prevented me from any gains at that time. I also measured too often the first six months or so and kind of developed an aversion to the ruler, so I stopped measuring for months. During the time I wasn’t measuring, I began a commitment to better overall health after reading here how important that is to progress. I also became more consistent in PE during this time. Figured out ways to get workouts in, given the lack of private time in my life. I didn’t want to tell my wife until I was sure it worked, I still had doubts myself. Then a few months ago, I got out of bed on a Saturday morning after returning late from a business trip. My wife had taken the kids to sports, letting me sleep in and I had some rare alone time at home. As I walked toward the master bath, I looked at my erect cock in the mirror and said, “damn if that thing doesn’t look bigger.” So I measured and it was. Well that hooked me, but privacy continued to be a struggle and I felt like I’d plateaued.
So, last night I told my wife. Well, I told about doing exercises to improve my EQ. She’s been doing kegels, since after our second child was born, so I told her that was one of them and that there were a couple others that I was going to need a little more privacy for. She was like ok, sounds fine. I expected her to ask a lot of questions, but nope. The only thing she said was that she can tell the difference when I’m harder some times than others, but that she didn’t think it made a big difference to her. After her less than concerned response, I decided to keep the size thing to myself until she says something.