Popping the Lurker Cherry.
Hi guys,
I’m 20 and I have been lurking on and off places this like since I was like 13 probably. This is the first time that time that I have posted anything on any forum or site ever, usually I just lurk and never interact.
I think I first found this site and sites like matterofsize when I was searching the internet to see if there was anyone else that had their penis vein loop and if it could affect their growth. (If anyone does have any information on that please let me know). I also learnt about turtling on Thunder’s, which is increased my worry about my penis growth after I realised that mine had been turtling since I was little and happened more than what people said was normal. That was how my PE journey started and after like 2 weeks of jelqing and stretching I found out about turkey neck and saw that I had it and it was worse than most as it went almost halfway up the shaft (I don’t think it was related to PE, more to do with me being circumcised and the surgeon’s mistake) and didn’t want to make it worse so I stopped and that was the end of my PE journey. Now I will hopefully start a new journey that can help me become the three legged man I have always wished to be.
This next part has nothing to do with PE but as I said this is the first time I have posted anything anywhere, so this next part is just to leave a mark that I can look back on. I think 2023 will be the year that I change my life for the better, partially because I recently discovered that I might have ADHD, which would make a lot of sense regarding my social anxiety, attention problems and just life in general. Also, I am trying to get into a good university that will hopefully change the current trajectory of my life.
Current stats for future me to look back on (Hopefully they will improve lol):
- 20
- obese
- Virgin
- Small dick
- Depressed
- Anxious
- Bad hygiene
- Jobless/poor
- No education worth stating
- boring
- liar
- unhappy and empty
- Worst of all avoidant of everything and everyone
Apologies for the long reply and going off on a bit of a tangent. Anyway I wish everyone good luck on their PE journey and good luck just in general with life.
Godspeed, VishnuJ (Obviously a FAKE name)