This is my first post on Thunder’s Place, and I’m sure it’s going to be long-winded because it’s one of my favorite topics! Going way back, I hit puberty at 11 and all of a sudden, while on vacation with my dad, I had full-sized manparts that wouldn’t fit into my little boy bathing suit anymore. I was so afraid to say anything to my dad but once I did he just chuckled and bought me some new shorts and, gulp, a jockstrap. Since that summer, I’ve been obsessed with my cock. I’ve never considered myself huge, but I’ve always understood (from finding my dad’s porn stash early on) that I had plenty, at least just a little more than most guys, and not as much as a lot of others. I’m naturally 7 x 6. With a cockring and/or viagra I can hit 7 1/4 x 6 3/8. Not a trophy winner for length, but my cock is a flat oval, so at almost 3 fingers wide, it’s impressive and it has gotten me a lot of oohs and ahhs over the years. Flaccid, I don’t think I stand out in a crowd; 3 - 4 inches long and decently thick, depending on the air temperature, smaller if the water’s cold. I’ve never tried measuring soft girth because it fluctuates a lot, even when warm. And, as a bonus, thanks to genetics (and kudos, dad!) I also got a pair of really heavy low hangers which just added to the package, so to speak.
So why PE? Like so many other guys here have said: I just want more. I’m obsessed/possessed. I’m especially obsessed with my girth. It’s kind of embarrassing to admit, but it really is an enormous part of my identity as a man (seriously, no pun intended.) The weight of it, the gravity in my hand. A friend once jokingly said to me that nothing ever bothered me because I’ve got a BDA: Big Dick Attitude (wonder where the word “cocky” comes from?) He said it half kidding, but maybe it wasn’t that much of a joke. I’m average looking and have a very average, semi-sedentary physique. But I’ve always been very comfortable in my skin. I’ve certainly never been modest and have a reputation with my friends as always being the first to drop trou and jump in the hot tub. Nude beaches, steamrooms, show and tell, where ever I get the chance to be naked, I am. In college I majored in photography and did several series of nude self portraits, many of which ended up in the display cases in the hallways. Everyone knew what I carried and I felt no shame. I feel like I’m plenty confident, without being an asshole. I doubt this all comes just from being slightly over-average, but I’m sure that doesn’t hurt.
I slept with plenty of women, back before I slept with plenty of men. Never heard anything about a shortage of genitalia, and to be honest I did have 3 women say no at the last minute because they were afraid of my width. Now I’m in my early 50s, a little thicker and grayer all over, and a couple of years ago I started noticing that I wasn’t as interested in sex all the time, and then less often, and then even more less often. Or when I was interested, I wasn’t always able to rise to the occasion. This was devastating, for me and my husband. Viagra and my assortment of cockrings helped most of the time, but not always. So this past summer I started Testosterone Cypionate treatments. Tiny weekly doses. My doctor had given me a couple of caveats before starting: that I might gain a little in dick size and that my balls may shrink just a bit. Within 3 weeks my libido was edging back toward my old normal range, and my cock started responding happily (which has continued exponentially but still isn’t completely fixed.) Morning wood is a regular thing again! I didn’t gain any length but on some days I can see what looks/feels like almost a 1/2” MORE girth!! My husband told me he needs to learn how to dislocate his jaw. Down side, my balls went from walnuts to pine nuts and the hang is nowhere near as low as it was. We’re working on that issue now, so more later on them and that’s probably a different forum anyway.
To wrap up, some of the things that led me here are that I’ve been into foreskin restoration on and off for 20+ years, mostly with weights of some kind to stretch the skin and my dick. I’ve been a pumper for almost 15 years, also on and off but not so much lately. I frequently wear a cockring just for a little boost. I have not done the BPEL or girth measurements specific to this site yet, but will add those soon. I don’t have any specific growth goals, but I’d like to be show a little more box I guess. Thanks for reading!