Oh Jelk, Jelk, Jelktoid…
How many times I gotta tell ya - leave that lil’ puppy alone! Ahhh, it’ll get better! I like your idea of not hanging through this (even though Bib did); I like to err on the side of safety (now, I suppose). You do sound a little down, but it’s coming back to you. Just stop interrupting the healing cycle.
And you know your ligs ain’t gonna be steel when you heal. You’ll get back to it even smarter than before. But I know - the chicken little syndrome is very important to us at these moments in time. hehe
I am really looking forward to it, but feel no rush now. I am concentrating on getting good sleep and getting a morning aerobic routine worked into my daily schedule (for energy mostly). So that is good and when I am ready to hang it’ll be a bit easier to work back into my schedule. Concentrating on diet and research and also going to try some amino acid supplements. Always something to do..
No, I am divorced w/ no significant other at the moment. So I have no one to tell. It’s funny, but part of me wants to tell someone about this. Like, “Guess what??” and then - *ka-boing* “See? I told ya!”. Sometimes I laugh and think I’ll show the ex just to see and hear her give a ‘holy shit’ one time. She felt I was big enough, but she might really think I’m a goof. Not that I give a crap. I just think it would be funny to watch her laugh at the sheer ludicrousness of it all. We would have a good laugh at it.
I can’t blame your wife for not wanting to be there. To be honest, even if I was still married and had told her I would not want her around. Kinda like I don’t wanna be watched while I am taking a big dump. Yeah, you can come in if you really need to, but please don’t watch me.
I know you mentioned this before, but does it ever cross your mind about *who* she’s told about this? ‘Cause I know it must be one of those things that seem so out there to them that they might feel the need to say “hey, is this crazy but Jelktoid is putting weights on his penis?!?”. I think you said you could care less who knew, but still… Actually, I’d really want to know because I would do silly stuff so that the others would stare at it! Just to get a laugh, you know…