DLD says a sad goodbye to Thundersplace

Wow, where do I start? I have had the most incredible experiences of my life within this forum. I have made 1000’s of friends. I have received more help than I deserved and for that I am more grateful than anyone could imagine. I have spent countless hours doing exactly what I want to do, help men with penis enlargement. Penis enlargement to me is so much deeper than a set of exercises. Penis enlargement is the building of friendships. It is the constant struggle with a common goal. It is how we relate to each other in a way most men will never know. Penis enlargement is something that has changed my life in every way.

I sit here in tears having to say goodbye to a place I felt was my home for so long. Thundersplace is where I have come everyday for hours. It is a place where I have got to live out my dream of devoting my entire life to PE. I have had the pleasure of helping countless men change their lives. When I am not here I am always thinking about you guys. You’re constantly in my prayers and thoughts.

I am no longer a mod in this forum as some of you may have already noticed. This is due to the fact I am a pay-site owner. I accepted this demotion with the utmost humility. I completely understand the position Thunder has taken in this issue. With this demotion came much embarrassment and shame. I was embarrassed because I took so much pride in my position as a mod and I felt I worked very hard for the well being of Thundersplace. I felt ashamed because the reason for my demotion was because I started a pay-site. If I knew that most of my mod friends here were going to stop being my friend after I did this, I never would have done it. My pay-site was done out of my true love for PE and my desire to make it my life’s work. I know many people feel this was a selfish choice, but I needed to make this choice if I was to stay in PE at the capacity I have over the past 2 years.

Today I help 100’s of men everyday. I love PE and this is what I do from 6:00 am – Midnight. The joy I get from helping all these people is like no other. I love the general public here. I am always willing to help with anything I can and this makes my life complete. I recently have been hearing from many sources that there is a sort of conspiracy against me. I wish this was born out of paranoia but sadly it is not. Men who I thought supported me and knew who I was as a man have decided I am some scummy hustler that has devoted my life to PE in order to swindle the general public into my pay-site. My 1800 posts here are being looked down on as a simple ploy for me to promote my pay site. I am deeply hurt that I had to hear this information from non-mod members. This means the mods I thought to be my friends are spreading information from the mod forum among the general public in some sort of lynching attempt. Why you want to hurt me is beyond me because I love and care about each of you. I would do anything, ANYTHING, to help my brothers and sisters here.

It is hard to understand the way I am and maybe this is why I have invoked this behind-my-back style witch hunt. I come across as too honest, too humble, too helpful and in a world that is plagued by dishonest self-serving people this must come across as insincere. I will never change who I am and I will continue on the path I love, PE. You will no longer see me here because I feel out of place posting now. I feel uncomfortable because of all the behind the scenes actions being taken in my case. I do not feel like I can give advice any longer on a forum that scrutinizes my every move as a ploy for membership to my pay-site. I need to feel the same freedom I feel at the other PE forums I post at. The freedom to give help and receive it in the manner it was meant to be. There is a lot of confusion in my world right now knowing all of these things are happening behind my back but one thing remains crystal clear to me…I love helping men with PE. That is what this comes down too. We are here to get bigger cocks and share ideas on this. This was never supposed to be about politics.

I now feel it is my obligation to create my own free forum to continue my journey in PE and contribute to the free PE movement. I need to have a place I can express my ideas with no fear of my friends wearing one face to me and another to the masses. I am hurt beyond what anyone can imagine. I love you guys with my whole heart and all I ever wanted was love in return. I have never has any motive but to help. I can no longer stay in a forum that has a sole purpose with the administration to discredit me. I have worked very hard to earn each one of your trust.

Do me a favor please; look back on each one of my posts here. With each post, I put my heart and soul into every word. I will continue to do the same on my own free forum. I am sure this post will be deleted so I will post it at other forums I frequent. I know that the people who are my true friends, people I have grown to love will find me. I will be out there and I hope my free forum becomes successful as this forum is.

I can’t believe I am crying over this. I love you all and thank you for making my life’s work complete.

doublelongdaddy

I vote for a change of thunder’s policy. DLD is one of the main reasons I come to this site. Losing an asset like him will do much more harm than good. I’ve never ever felt like DLD was trying to sell us on his site. He is always more than willing to give sincere advise. Just my humble opinion.

DLD, I don’t know what to say… unbelievable.

make sure you get me the link to your forum…

DLD.

This is just pure and old envy. While you shared your insights everything was fine but as soon as someone tries to stick out his nose from the bucket there is always someone who tries to pull you back. “If I can’t succeed as he does, neither shall he”. About your friends, true friends are tested under difficult situations, not when everything is fine. The one’s still talking to you can be considered true friends. I don’t understand all the fuss with you trying to make a buck or two out of your wast experience and knowledge. I mean, you live in the U.S. of A. for crying out loud where everything is supposed to move around money. Myself, I come from a socialist country where making money is something ugly and unfair (read Sweden). When I read your words it is almost as if I was back in my country with all its envy and jealousy.

I wish you the very best and hope that I can soon find the way to send you the money to join your site.

Priapos.

PS. To all moderators and everyone else on his site; I am very grateful for all the knowledge that you have shared with the rest of us, especially me. I only think that you have to remember that most of you live in the U.S. where money rules. That’s all. I surely wish that Thunder’s place continues as before. Good luck Thunder. DS.

DLD- I can’t believe this.

I have told you in a pm how I have always noticed how you have always been the first one to respond to a lot of the new and inexperienced people and offer your advice and time in a very unselfish manner.

It is not right that anyone should make you feel this way.

Please reconsider. Thunders will not be the same. I am sure that the vast majority here feel the same way. CL

DLD,

You are the guru of PE, never mind what they say.. Many friends and me will be with you no matter where you go. You are a real success story, this is what is important and you convinced many skeptic men that PE really works for a majority of us. Best of luck to you. :)

Teoman.

DLD,

Strange, I just mentioned this old dispute accusing you and RB being a troll promoting penis destroying PE exercises (DLD bends) which luckily was settled a long time ago. And now I have to read this!

DLD, you will have the relevant information, but I never felt that people are trying to sabotage your site. What I want to say: If there were/are individuals trying to spread this attitude against your site, I never realized it and they are not good in it - and I am reading almost all threads dealing with your site - I also followed your conversation with DW leading to the “10x7 with Jen” picture on your site. Positive reactions throughout, or I can’t read between the lines?! But I understand from you that you would not get more into detail here wasting your energy in another conspiracy trial.

I don’t know how to deal with this. I love the community here, and I love to read your posts. I never ever went back to PE Forum since I am here, because I feel I can only involve in one such forum. DLD, WHY DON’T YOU JUST STAY? YOU HAVE ENOUGH FRIENDS HERE TO SUPPORT YOU!

This is bunk.

Dld, there are people here that have a great love and respect for you. I see it everday I’m here.

This is bunk, pure bunk.

DLD:

I can’t imagine how anyone could fault you. You’ve given so much and so freely to the work being done in PE, and with your special circumstances I would think you’d be cut some major slack.

This is an opportunity for you to continue your research and teaching while earning money and taking care of yourself; it seems that without the stress of looking for a ‘straight’ job you’ll be able to really take off and fly with this. And that, my friend, will help all of us.

I’d like to hear from someone who can explain the ‘other side’ of the coin. Is it fear that members of this free forum will suddenly stop visiting? Will that have an impact on the quality of PE development? Who would be siphoned off from Thunder’s Place? Certainly not the members who post that they’d love to join DLD’s but can’t afford it.

DLD, you are an innovator and a gentleman (apparently also a gentle man). I have no doubt that you will succeed. I wish you luck.

Don’t look back.

Dewey

I’ve lost my mentor.

I’m sure several mods have seen this by now. The silence is deafening…

Of course, I shouldn’t expect a response. Apparently, I’m a troll…

Ouch.

DLD,

You can do whatever you want, but there has not been an uprising against you. There has been spirited debate over how to handle your situation now that you have a paysite. The change in your situation was your choice and I think it makes perfect sense that Thunder would consider your new situaiton as it relates to being a mod here. I certainly don’t expect that you think what I have said is an attack on you. Do you?

However, DLD, I must say that I do not think your response to this situation is the best. Do you really think it is right to announce your starting a new free board here at Thunders?! Why not take some time (and a deep breath) and give this some time to shake out. There is no reason to be rash.

In the end, you can certainly do what you think is best. However, take it easy here and do not overreact to rumor and throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Hugeness.

Purely unbelievable. I remember the resistance that some people gave when DLD first announced about his own site to be. Some few names, not really anybody who would’ve been here too long…guess the “big names” schemed in the shadows.

I thought we were all friends here, driven by the same common goal and I felt pride to part of this community!
…but yes, I gotta admit that I have sensed some bitternes in certain older members for your success and popularity and therefore am ashamed for every one of us. Some of them hid it better than others, but the point remains the same.

Ofcourse I’ll stay here, but I’ll also go where ever you go, dld. You are one of the great elder ones and deserve all the respect given to you and more.

For me it’s very hard to describe my feelings right now. I mean really! Conspiracies?! I frankly wouldn’t give a damn IF DLD WAS ACTUALLY JUST PUSHING HIS SITE(which I believe not), because at the same time he helped so many of us!

Peace out…and stuff.

…and DLD, remember to mail me the address of your new forum once it’s up, ok?

I noticed the same thing, just thought it would be too provoking towards of banning me to mention it.