At the risk of hijacking my own thread :chuckle:
Take an objective look PEst, try to remove yourself and take this in as an outsider looking in at these posts presented in chronological order…
Originally Posted by PEst
Wtf? I am so happy! My dick don’t feel like its being constricted in a vice when erect anymore!!!
Eroset, I will send you and thundersplace a cheque if it makes me completely able to PE again and that is NOT an empty promise. I just hope I can send money discretely :)
By the way, bad idea equating healing to spending money here, IMHO. Even with a damn wonderful place like Thunder’s, money going out of your pocket is at it’s base level, a negative thing. Time to disassociate it with your healing. I don’t think you should program yourself the “IF I heal, I then have to pay”… it adds too much mental complexity, possible excuses, etc. At this point, I’d say screw it and decide to donate if and when you feel like it, not if all these veins clear up.
Originally Posted by PEst
I had a crazy dream last night, it involved me, my girlfriend, the oil and an exploding penis! I can’t remember too much of the dream, but basically I was showing my girlfriend how to apply the oil and my penis tore and blood gushed out everywhere - after that I woke up and my dick hurt!!! I am literally SCARED to sleep again tonight lol.
Originally Posted by PEst
All the major veins such as the dorsal vein and a few other huge ones have become less prominent now…. I don’t know if this is a good or bad thing - but I have noticed an INCREDIBLE amount of little veins that I never used to have surfacing and becoming very visible… I know that this must be a good sign at least - maybe a blockage was stopping bloodflow into all this little veins that have just started working again? Hell, I can only hope right?Conclusion:
No pain, no hard veins, no weird shaped dick! I have to wait longer before I masturbate or PE just to be on the safe side. You will never understand how happy I will be if I can PE again someday!
By the way, it was at this point that I started PE again. Once the physical blockage was gone, and the real nasty vein softened up, I started light PE with the remaining vein above the site of the original thrombosis still pretty rigid. 300 jelqs a day with EVO and the rigid vein started to stand out a bit more, but soften, and was completely gone within a week. I mention this for the benefit of others dealing with a thrombosis similar to what I had, like KC reported yesterday. I don’t think this is the route for you…
Originally Posted by PEst
Something REALLY odd has happened - my dorsal vein has disappeared!!! How the hell can that happen? Where has it gone? It is normally incredibly prominent. I think it is time to put on some more oil…
Very odd, I thought it strange when you reported earlier that your dorsal and other major veins were becoming less prominent, since it seems contradictory to what I and others have experienced, but actually disappearing? Very very odd.
Then finally:
Originally Posted by PEst
I have good news, but I also have VERY bad news.Right, the good news is that all the thrombosed veins that I recognised before using oil seemed to have softened up and seem to be functioning better. The very bad news was mentioned earlier - I have recently massaged and felt around it and realised it is some very serious shit! It is a HUGE vein, feels like the thickest guitar string and runs from the middle base of my cock and goes up to join the dorsal vein half way up my cock. It is a deep vein and can’t be seen unless massaged really strongly with EVO oil.
I believe that this is the MAIN one that has been making the lesser problematic veins seem more destructive to me. This is the one that could be making my dick uncomfortably hard with that dull ache I complain about. If it is hard like a guitar string then the only explaination is that it is clotted up right? I have been massaging it quite hard in the shower with some EVO oil and heat, is this the right thing to do? I feel annoyed about it, but I am also relieved that I have located it so I can now tackle it!
PEst, love ya buddy, I do… I mean no offense at all, but I think you might be suffering from a serious case of the ol’ mindfuck. I think you may be really over thinking this, and you’ve got yourself worked into a full-blown mindfuck, and just looking for something wrong. You haven’t been PE’ing for a while, so either that “thrombosed” vein was there the whole time and you didn’t notice it (which would be pretty amazing) or it just appeared. If it just appeared with no PE…. how?? The Oil? Who knows, anything’s possible.
You didn’t ask my opinion, and it may not be worth much, but at this point, I think you might need to step away from your dick for a while. Put down the Oil, put down the heat, take a vacation from Thunder’s, find something else to take up your time for a good while. Go a while with treating your dick the way you did before you discovered PE… i.e. ignore it unless you’re having sex or masturbating. Just clear that mind of all penis related stuff for a good long while. Make a deal with yourself that you’ll stop looking for hard veins, lumps, bumps, bruises, twinges of pain, etc… Just step back for a while.
Does that make sense at all?