My ‘Is in it yet’ experience happened recently. Some background on my history, I was always small in every way growing up, I have 3 brothers who are all tall and broad, I was always the ‘runt’ of the litter. Through my teens I realised I had a small cock too, I just caught glimpses of guys in the shower room when I played sport and of my brothers and friends who all looked so much bigger than me. At my late teens I sprouted up to 5ft 10” and spent so much time in the gym I turned my body into a temple, 85kg with 8%BF. Anyway I met alot of girls and most went fine but had a few hiccups where I have had sex when I was drunk and my cock was only semi erect and probably maxed at 4 inches erection, one of these girls told all my friends and even though none of them seemed to care it still hurt me like hell. Through this time I went out with my first girlfriend for 2 years, she was younger than me and I was her first love so she didn’t know what a big cock was, even though she thought I was big, I knew I wasn’t. Anyway we broke up after 2 years together and she went out with another local guy who was known to have a small penis too, (just rumour mill), they went out for 4 years and broke up 2 years ago. We then rekindled our romance and got back together, the first time we had sex again she put her hand in my pants and said all penis’s are about the same size aren’t they, my heart just sunk as I knew she was comparing me to her ex who had a small one. We had been having on ok sex life, the only time she ever came when she was on top and she used to grind down as far as she could, after 2 years I stumbled across thunders and I did the beginners routine and then started to hang, I gained over half an inch in 6 months and was really excited about it, then my GF moved in with me and that put a stop to my PE. We went out for another 2 years and recently we broke up. We were out together and we had a argument and I went home, she didn’t come home until the next day, when she came in she told me she had slept with a guy from work, I flipped and we had another massive argument and in this she said she had been missing out in life, that the guys cock was twice as big as mine and he made her come over and over again, she even said it was so big she fucked him again the next morning before she came home because she never experienced anything like it. This was 2 weeks ago, I am 27 now, spent the last 2 weeks starting my PE career again, starting with the beginner routine. I have been in a real bad place since that day 2 weeks ago, have no interest in going out or meeting my friends, I have just stayed at home and hid away. My stats are currently 5.5 by 5.5, I would be really chuffed to get to 6.5 by 6. That guy she fucked last week must have had a 10 inc her, man kills me to think about it. I know I should keep away from her now but we have so much history and always thought she was my soul-mate, now I just fell worse than I ever did about my cock and have F all interest in anything.The ‘is it in yet’ factor has been building all my life and 2 weeks ago was the eruption point where I am going to dedicate my time to building a big cock, thanks for listening,