Why won't new members post?

Alright, I confess!

I have been lurking since about 16 months. PE’d for about 3 months including pay-pills(yes, didn’t listen to 95% of the people here, turns out they were right), noticed a big improvement in hardness of erection, sex-drive as well as some small gains, though they remained really small. I blame myself for that, I did mostly 2days on 1 off, with a way too long routine for a beginner (around 40 mins, wet jelq + some manual clamping + kegel). Also the jelqs were at a too high erection level, which left me with pain the next day. After the kick-off benefits this lead too less hard erections as well as a loss in confidence. So I stopped around a year ago now, forgetting about PE. Now, with enough free time and lots of good things happening in my life, I stumbled across Thunder’s Place again, reading for about 2 weeks, now decided to hit it again, this time the right way. Will post about routine and some other things I’ve thought about soon ;)

Thanks to everyone who made Thunder’s Place happen!

Lurking yes, I have lurked for sometime. I guess I don’t post for quite a few reasons and I am quite enjoying identifying them, plus the underlying reason.

1. Writing something obvious or stupid - afraid of being told off or laughed at, from childhood I think, maybe bad experiences from other forums.

2. Looking lazy - Asking about things without looking very far. But don’t want to read for hours I guess.

3. Commitment - Writing things down goals, routines seem like a commitment, something I don’t enjoy and need to address.

4. Confidences and self-esteem - Lacking these, don’t think opinions, log and questions are worthy.

5. Space - Don’t want to waste web space on thunders place, again worthiness

I probably could go on but I won’t. Plus I will admit I haven’t read all of this very long thread, struggle to skim-read, just get dragged into the text, then check the clock and realised how much time I have spent read about making my cock bigger, feel guilty and don’t post.

I don’t post that much because I don’t feel I have that much to offer. I have however spent hours reading numerous threads, and this place is a continual source of amazement to me. A place that can help hundreds of guys in so many aspects, not just penis size is an incredible place.

EDIT: I also used to not post much because I was not yet 18. I felt guilty and left but I couldn’t stay away once that particular milestone was reached.

As some of the posters out there, just absorb and comment on some threads, while practicing and getting results I have done similar things. I post some clarifications and use this place as a resource for inspiration and ideas, humor too. I am beginning to change that mindset, I have gained an inch in length, and about a quarter inch in girth in the last few months, I started slow then faded but now I’m back with a vengeance. I also wanted results I didn’t think it was worth posting unless I had something to say, and I wanted to be a testimonial to this site.