Heal, PE, Grow, Repeat.

Good day,

This progress report will about me healing my unit so that I can go back to building it again. I hope to advice, inspire but also learn new things by asking in here.
I’ve been doing PE on and off for 12 years, mostly off due to injuries, which I hope many of you will appreciate reading so that you can avoid hurting yourself.

To sum up my PE Life Story in a few rows:
- Started PE at the age of 20 with a 6” x 4.5” unit.
- Always wanted to pack on girth, it was THAT thing in life I always wanted but could never have.
- Did a lot of stretching, ADS and hanging, clamping, pumping and ULI’s for a couple of years and grew close to 8” by 4.75” MSEG and 5.6” BG.
- The only routine that started giving me huge expansion was water pumping + ULI’s in combination, but it also damaged me permanently (read below).
- I’ve bled many times from my unit and gone through many long healing phases due to damaged veins.
- I’ve had 2 surgeries due to PE; adult circumcision because my frenulum cracked and got inflamed after too much expansion (water pumping + ULI’s after), and varicocelectomy due to a massive varicocele development after doing water pumping + ULI’s.

Was it worth it?

Yes.

I may sound naive and crazy but I would go through all of it again just to have those gains. In hindsight, I would have done less, probably grown more and avoided some of the injuries. Also, I would definitely have excluded pumping.

Today, I am still healing from the varicocelectomy that I had 6 months ago. My urologist in SD, just like all urologists, have no idea why a varicocele develops. There are only theories out there. I’ve even heard about imbalanced pelvic floor (perhaps due to too many kegels). You can do a quick google to find out more about it if you’re interested. Knowing my body extremely well when it comes to injuries, I’m very certain that PE caused my varicocele, even though most people would tell me that the painful veins in the scrotum aren’t directly connected with your penis. Well, after stretching and pumping for years, wouldn’t it be possible to pull some of those veins in the scrotum higher up? So high that they now belong to the shaft of the penis? And now imagine if you do ULI’s on the shaft when the wrong veins are in the way.
The best evidence to prove my theory is the pain that comes back whenever I squeeze my unit. I can go weeks without pain but if I try a few light ULI’s, even in the mid section of the unit, the pain comes back instantly and the varicose veins swell up just like before surgery.

My biggest fear now isn’t the varicocele, but never being able to PE again. I will meet a new urologist soon to have another procedure done.
I am literally praying that my theory is proven wrong so that I can heal and go back to PE. I don’t wanna be stuck with my pencil-looking unit for all eternity.
Until then, I’m happy to answer any questions and to get more input on my condition. Maybe you’re in a similar boat? Maybe you have knowledge that could help me and other readers?

When/if I get well again, expect me to post here religiously regarding girth exercises and my progress. I’ll be as dedicated as before, but go slower than ever, which I believe will speed up the gains.

Thank you for reading and stay safe!

Hi Damagedbype,

That is a terrible story. I feel very sorry for your emotional and physical pain. I say this with the love of a brother and absolutely no judgement: You really need to consider the possibility that your obsession with PE is unhealthy.

You are much longer than me and your BG is bigger than most. There is nothing wrong with your size. You have more than enough to keep a caring lover satisfied.

If you insist on your career with PE then don’t let the negative emotions you experience override the discipline of a healthy routine. Slow and steady is the ONLY way to safe and permanent gains.

Please stay safe and be kind to yourself. Good luck.

Thank you dearly Tony for those encouraging words.
You are right about it being an obsession, it always has been. Probably since porn damaged me at early age hah. With my current size, I’ve never had any complaints and the last few girlfriends experienced multiple orgasms from penetration alone - usually when hitting the cervix while the base girth does its magic :-]
PE has given me so much and it’s hard to let go. Not only has it given me a bigger unit, but also a better EQ, self control and of course better confidence in bed.
Despite all that, I’m not satisfied yet (like most in here right?). My reason is simply that I find my unit looking very disproportional, and I always loved the look of a fat one going inside women (my fetish I guess). I’d seriously give a million dollars to get to 5.5” in MSEG, girth has been THAT hard for me to gain. I would honestly be completely satisfied with that size. It would look great, blowjobs would still be awesome and the petite girls who likes it up the bum wouldn’t complain too much either ho ho :-]

I know I can get there if nature will allow me to heal and if I can find the right routine for me. I would start over, slowly, but build up to a very dedicated routine. I would document it all. I would reserve time to write a long guide to help others achieve their goals without hurting themselves like I did.

I will visit a specialist in the LA area real soon after I come home from my vacation. I believe he will be able to answer most of my questions regarding the new surgery and if PE caused it or not.

I hope to contribute more soon.

Hello man, welcome to Thunder’sPlace.

I’m up to that.

Hope you get well soon.
See you around.

Self acceptance is a hard lesson and the first step is to stop comparing yourself to other people (EG. Watching porn). If you focus on being the best person you can be and try and live an authentic lifestyle, ie. One where you are true to your values, then life has the potential to be much more rewarding.

For you, me and many other people on this site, PE is for our own egos, not for the women (or men) in our lives. Not saying that there is anything wrong with that, but we should at least acknowledge it.

Good luck with your journey.

Welcome to Thunders,

Hope you get better soon, and continue your journey :)

That is harsh. I love to read stories of people who have done this for a long time but I’m sorry to hear about your injury. What will you change in your routine when you have recovered? Wishing you a speedy recovery.

Oh shit just when I want to started with pumping your story really scared me , I thought pumping was safe how the hell water pumping injured you that way? What about regular pumping? And what was your starting base girth?

I am not playing smart but you do know that you woud have avoided all these following a more conservative routine. Anyway what is done is done.

How about dry jelqing for girth mate?

I don’t see mentioning it anywhere.