Seeing gains, My Story

Ok let’s start off. I don’t know how actively I will report, however I know I’m gonna stick with it for a while because after a few weeks I’m seeing gains that in no way can be brushed off as simply EQ. I’ve been doing some PE before and have had rock hard erections following. I’ve been measuring up a 5.7’ NBPEL with a 6.5’ BPEL. And that’s forcing it.

This week I measured an easy 6’ NBPEL and thought maybe I just lost some fat above the penis, I work out a lot and I’m a fairly lean guy. But lo and behold, almost a 7’ BPEL. MSEG is 4.8’ pretty much unchanged, just a fuller feeling overall. So 0.3’ gain and I’m almost in disbelief.

So, I would like to introduce myself because this seems like such an open and supportive community.

I try to be a humble guy but some of my story may seem like bragging. I’m really not trying to brag or exaggerate, it’s just to try and explain my motivation. Here we go.

I’m a very good looking guy, like seriously good looking. I don’t really want to say that about myself, it feels weird I have a hard time believing it, but when people get a bit tipsy and what not they tend to tell straight to my face how fucking gorgeous I am. Well, I’ve always been athletic and I have great facial aesthetics. I’m a true 6 foot(shoes off). My friends used to say I was a ninja turtle because of my abs when I was younger. You get the drift, again sorry If it sounds like bragging.

Here is the thing though, I’ve always been very self conscious about everything. I’ve always felt a pressure to keep up a certain look, a certain physique, like it’s my identity, and It’s never good enough for me. If I was just a bit taller, just a bit bigger over the shoulders etc. I’ve always been VERY self conscious about my penis. I’ve always thought I was small, I’m a bit of a grower.

During my school years when everybody was having their sexual debuts, trying to get laid and all, I avoided it due to my penis size. What if it would be known that I had a small penis. I would be fucking destroyed. It was only a few years ago I found out that I’m average, then I found out that the correct way to measure is BONE PRESSED? What the hell, am I suppose to be well above average? No way, I still don’t believe it.

Back to the story. I was a virgin for a long time because of how I viewed my penis. I would be at parties and whatever and have girls just offer themselves, no lie. Whenever the conversation came up about sex I would just say straight out that I’m a virgin though. My friends just laughed, thought I was being funny. Because they knew FOR A FACT that I’ve been with at least two girls. Girls were actually lying about having sex with me and sucking my dick. I swear on my life. One girl supposedly even described my penis, and let me tell you, I was not as big as she said. Oh the pressure, there was no way I could live up to my own reputation.

Eventually I was with a girl for a while, she was not local to my area. Anyway, she pressed hard that she wanted to have sex and of course I did to. But I was nervous and didn’t exactly get rock hard straight away. She was inexperienced as well. She felt my penis with her hand and then she said (measuring between her fingers) “Is it really that small”. And I laughed casually and said “No it’s not even hard yet”

It was true it was not even half erect but holy fuck, I still feel it in my soul even some 10 years later. We didn’t have sex that time and shortly after I broke it of.

Now, I’ve had so many opportunities to have sex with and get blowjobs, whatever. From amazing, stupidly beautiful girls that I have passed up because of my issues.

So that’s why I’m here. It is better than before though, I’ve had a few sexual partners and no one has complained.

Still, I think I would be happy gaining just short of an inch, since I technically know I’m average/above. But if I could just hit that 7 inch NBPEL I could believe it as well. (I know I’m lying to myself, I probably won’t ever be satisfied).

Hey!

Welcome to Thunders 👍 You have nothing to be ashamed of, above average! What is your routine?

Hey! Thanks, yes I’m working on getting my head around that. In fact though, just being consistent with this has given me a great boost even if the gains aren’t that noticeable.

My routine is a version of the newbie routine.

2 says on, 1 day off.

Warm up about 5 min, gradually heating to a temp I can just tolerate.

Then about 10 min stretching. Simple stretches, to the sides, but mostly downwards. Not a lot of tension, just like an extension of my warmup.

Then I reheat. Few minutes.

Now, my jelqing routine is where I focus.

I do about 120-150 jelqs, slow 5 seconds, firm grip but not squashing. I’m very careful about erection level, about 60-80%. I stop if I get to excited. Which was a lot in the beginning.

I do one jelq up to just below the head, then I hold it while starting with my second hand and jelqing to mid shaft, here I release my first hand, finish my second jelq and hold. (I think this method is described in the JP90 beginners program.)

Then I reheat again for warm down. And that’s it.

I figured I’d just start out slow and give it 3 months consistently and then if I’d see no gains I would up slowly to be as safe as possible.

I’m about 6 weeks in now and starting to believe.