Time, it takes Time.
Hello. I am a long-time lurker. I have learned and used much from this site. My journey, like many here, began out of curiosity. At first I used one of those online e-books, but eventually found Thunders. It has been a long journey and frankly.
I have come to the conclusion that I suffer from body dysmorphia. I say this as I sit here holding a 7-inch piece of belt, it looks small. My wife has always said my dick was big, even before PE. She does not give oral, which hurts her jaw. Anal is out. Her hand can grip, but not completely. There is good pu**y grip and it looks hot. I have an obvious bulge. She won’t do certain positions like she used to, says it hurts. So why keep doing this?
The longer I have done PE, the worse my impression of myself has become. I had no worries or cares before trying it. As of right now, I sit at 8.1 inch BPEL by 5.7 EG. After a PE session, I can get 8.5 BPEL by 6.2 EG. If I go more than two months without maintenance, I lose about 3/4 an inch in length and about .3 in girth. It makes me feel insecure.
I am putting this here for all of the folks who come into The game and ask why do I have to do this and this and this. It is long. That is the point. The journal I have kept is even longer, with all the routines, times, measurements, injuries, etc. Daily, including time off. Thanks, Rahul1010, you posted just as I was reconsidering this post.
Condensed version: 2004-2021
December 1st, 2004
BPEL: 6.4
Girth: 5.2
Warm up with heat 2 minutes
Stretch 10 minute
Jelq 10 min
Warm down
March 1st, 2005
BPEL: 6.7
Girth: 5.2
WUWH 5 Min
Stretch 10 min
Jelq 10 min
X 3 2 on 1 off
June 1st, 2005
BPEL: 6.7
Girth: 5.3
WUWH 5 Min
Stretch 10 min
Jelq 10 min
X 3 4 on 1 off
Erection quality amazing
August 1st, 2005
BPEL: 6.7
Girth: 5.3
WUWH 5 Min
Stretch 10 min
Jelq 10 min
X 3 1 on 1 off
November 1st, 2005
BPEL: 6.7
Girth: 5.2
WUWH 5 Min
Stretch 5 min
Jelq 10 min 20 min 10 min
X 3 4 on 1 off
Jan 1st, 2006
BPEL: 6.8
Girth: 5.3
Discontinued except for routine maintenance
January 1st, 2015
BPEL: 6.5
Girth: 5.2
Newbie Routine
March 1st, 2015
BPEL: 6.5
Girth: 5.3
Warm up 2 minutes wrap
Jelq Slow 15 minutes.
Warm wrap 2 minutes
5 minutes break
Jelq 15 minutes
Warm down
July 1st, 2015
BPEL: 6.5
Girth: 5.3
Same routine with adjustments for remainder of year:
Warm wrap 2 minutes
Progressive stretching 5 minutes
Jelq 10-20-10
Stretch
These were done with alternating degrees after 4-5 weeks of continuous routine, then I would switch it up with a week break between switch sets
I gained a fractional bit, but my EQ was much better
I discontinued after the year was up
January 1st, 2017
BPEL: 6.5
Girth: 5.3
Newbie routine for 2 months to acclimate
March 1st, 2017
BPEL: 6.5
Girth: 5.3
New routine
Heat wrap until pliable
Jelq 10 minutes
10 minutes off
Clamp 5 minutes
10 minutes off
Clamp 5 minutes
Jelq
Heat wrap
Start with 1 day on 1 day off
June 2nd, 2017
BPEL: 6.6
Girth 5.3
Increased clamp time, added edging sessions
September 1, 2017
BPEL: 6.8
Girth: 5.3
Results! Increasing time in clamp and edging sessions only every other day with
20 Minutes Jelq on other days 2 days off a week
December 3rd, 2017
BPEL: 6.9
Girth 5.5
I will stop when I hit 7 and focus on girth
Continuing same routine, increasing days off to 3 with 1 week off every 4
March 2nd, 2018
BPEL: 7.2
Girth: 5.4
I hit my goal of 7 length. Fat pad is a bummer
EQ is not as great these days, may be basic stress.
Measured 10 minutes after a session and results were: BPEL 7.6 Girth: 5.6
This returned to previous numbers with in the hour
April 2, 2018
Going to try and add weighted stretching
Using guidelines at Thunders, no need to rush
June 3rd, 2018:
Absolute disappointment
The tunica is like damn bridge cable
Adjusting harness has not helped
Feel like I could keep adding weight, but I won’t
November 4th, 2018
Abandoned weights
Purchased pump
January 1st, 2019
BPEL: 6.9
Girth: 5.3
Lost gains. Spent too much time trying other things. Back to what was working
Heat wrap 3 minutes
Jelq 10
Heat
Jelq 10
Heat
Clamp 10
Heat
March 2nd, 2019
BPEL: 7.3
Girth: 5.3
Sticking with previous routine
Adding Pumping sessions
5 minutes in tube erect when pressure is enough to add a bit of extra head engorgement
Kicked up to 3 10 minutes pump sessions
June 2nd, 2019
BPEL: 7.5
Girth: 5.4
Adding the pump is working
Taking 1 week off every 4 weeks allows me to verify results
Reducing jelq to warm ups
Changing routine: Day on Clamping/edging total 30 minutes in clamp, pre and post jelq
Day off
Day on 3 10 minutes sessions of: Jelq into 10 minutes pump, rest jelq into 10 minute pump, rest, Jelq into 10 minutes pump, jelq rest
July 17th
Pump broke…clamp broke
September 1st, 2019
BPEL: 7.8
Girth: 5.5
New items are here, purchased pump with pressure gauge
Back to where I left off
December 4th, 2019
BPEL: 8.0
Girth: 5.6
Constant heat is working
Using small heat pad for Pump and Clamping seems to do the trick.
Have reduced to 4 times a week total
February 2nd, 2020
Time to take a break
EQ is very poor even after reducing time in clamp and pump and session days.
Will do maintenance Jelqs only
August 1st, 2020
BPEL: 7.8
Girth: 5.5
After being thoroughly stimulated I have kept some of my gains. Interestingly, I have lost weight, but my measurement non bone pressed is shorter. BPEL is great, but is it possible for fat pad to increase as weight reduces?
January 1st, 2021
BPEL: 7.6
Girth: 5.5
Base Girth: 5.8
Returning to PE
Heat
10 min jelq
10 min clamp
10 minute pump
Heat
3x a week
May 1st, 2021
BPEL: 8.1
Girth 5.6
Base Girth 5.9
Heat, Heat, Heat.