2 Months Testicle And Penis Shrinkage.
Ok guys I just want to share my ironic story life since I was born to the point of my injury that really knocked my down in all aspects of live I’m really just like a dead man walking , well I always has those insecurities about my size its all began when I was 11 years old my mom took me to the urologist cause my penis was small at that time ( looked pretty much the same today after the shrinkage) anyway the urologist checked my penis and testicle and said everything was fine and its just a fat pad that hidden my penis a bit and it will grow and if not to come back to his office in a year (well it didn’t happened cause I already forgot it and starting puberty and I thought everything will saddle down there )oh I forgot to mention that I was born premature baby at 6 months and was a rare case and the doctors wasn’t so optimistic about I’m going to stay in life , anyway the doctors managed to keep my alive but with couple of problems that the doctors didn’t even knew and my mother was the one who discovered my hernia, the first time I got the surgery to fix my hernia was not going so well cause about two week later I did another surgery to fix the hernia , after searching find out that the hernia could have effect on my penis size anyway lets go back to the urologist , after hearing from the uro that probably fat is the problem I started a diet that later developed into eating disorder with pretty bad ocd and was taking tons of anti depressant from all kind until age of about 19 I got over the eating disorder in 16 .( still have ocd its not curable.) I keep waiting for my penis will grow and wanted my penis to get bigger and he did but not like everybody else or that what I was thinking at the time ( I was just grower and effected by porn) anyway I visited another doctor at 17 to check if everything is fine after a good vacation with my friends we invited a hooker to our place and I was so nervous that my penis didn’t get hard and started to developed a performance anxiety, back to the doctor also took blood test and she said that my penis is just on the low average range( wasn’t true I was actually perfectly average he was just turteld cause I was nervous and if can’t get hard everything is fine , from that moment and on I become freaking obsesses with my penis size and I was gone through very bad periods of depression , years later I find this board that actually gave me a hope and actually really helped me and I was finally in a new chapter in life a good one after years of depression, and then it happened 2 months ago I did my regular clamping session for 10 minutes but that time I used another bandage that probably was to tight after I finish my session something felt different like my penis was numb and cold and I just thought its probably was to tight and it will be fine tomorrow , wrong! Since then my penis and testicle shrunk dramatically like in almost 0.8 inch length and 0.5 inch girth I searched and keep searching everyday for somebody with symptoms like mine and found very few that never healed and they older then me I know its sound like imagination or something like that I feel like I’m in a nightmare and won’t wake up , please please guys be careful with PE read all about the risk I can really say I wish I never start with clamping and was just feeling good with my body I’m really thing I’m one of the bad injury cases from PE I’m only 21.5 and think I’m impotent with smaller nonfunctional penis I lost all hopes in life please please guys be careful we only have one penis .. Sorry for my English