Great song btw Venom makes me laugh, and no I’m not going to kill my self I was just a bit depressed at the time, I told my girlfriend I won’t be able to have sex she said doesn’t matter we could never have sex and I would still love you :) So that’s pretty much sorted but I suppose I could have sex as long as I’m being stimulated like thrusting.
About a month or 2 ago I stopped at her house and I had the firm flaccid and I still had sex with her 10 maybe 20 times over the course of 2 days and one night.
But after that things got worse and next time (like a few weeks after) I tried to do anal with her and the head was soft and I pushed and got a real pain like a really sharp pain.
I also noticed I didn’t masturbate in about a month or a few weeks and I got better erections I thought it was to good to be true so I tested it with the wank test masturbated maybe 4 times or 3 then things went back to SQ 1 the next day.
Sometimes when I go to have a wee feels like all the wee isn’t coming out, hard to explain feels weird, also there is always like 2 veins on my penis that standout things like that happen with venous.