Injury, Desperate Advice Needed
***Moderators please feel free to move this to the Injury’s thread, as I don’t see the option to do so myself.***
Hey everyone, I have injured myself and I’m in desperate need of some advice. A little backstory; I’ve been lurking on this website since I was 17 (I’m 29 today), but made my account and first post just a few years ago. In the past 12 years, I’ve tried the Newbie Routine, I’ve pumped, clamped, tried an extender, I’ve read countless veteran advices and followed through. But after all these years, I’ve only gained a deformed penis (due to multiple injuries). No matter how gentle/light I went, PE always gave me issues down there. Trying to figure out the right routine has been the source of my depression for the past 12 years, and after 10 years of postponing dates and potential relationships (“until I improve myself”), I came to terms with the fact that PE just isn’t for me and I should’ve accepted myself a decade ago. But hey, at least I won’t have to live thinking “what if I had done PE”, for the rest of my life.
I’ve decided a few months ago, that all I want to do is reverse the baseball bat effect (which was caused after Jelqing, and it made my penis appear an inch shorter) and then quit everything PE-related. It seems as though Reverse Jelqs were doing the trick and reshaping it back to how it used to be. I was doing those on and off for a few months, along with few minutes of manual stretches. It was working, the baseball shape was reversing. 2 nights ago, I finally decided to be grateful for everything else in my life and to do one final, farewell PE session, and put PE in the past. I finally accepted myself. I stretched for about 5 minutes in total and did probably 80 Reverse Jelqs (at around 65% erection).
I woke up the next morning with the indentation, as seen in the attached image (excuse my terrible drawing skills). Now I don’t know if it was there that night, immediately after the session, but I saw it in the morning. This feels absolutely surreal. To say I’m extremely depressed as I write this is an understatement. There is no pain, no discoloration, erections are normal. Just a hollow spot, the size of a finger tip. The thing is, it doesn’t feel as though the penis tube (Corpora Cavernosa) is what’s indented, it just feels as though there’s something missing under the skin, like something is burst and disappeared. Something between the CC and the skin is missing (maybe Areolar Tissue). It used to be normal and plumped. This isn’t even to mention all the other injuries I have (but I’ve gotten over them). My questions are;
- If something in there was ripped apart (as a result of a Reverse Jelq or the grip from stretching), will it remember where it used to be and reappear again?
- Has anyone else experienced this?
- If so, has the hollow spot recovered (filled back up)?
- If so, what did you do to let it recover?
Thank you and I’ll appreciate your responses.
Last edited by GA9119 : 10-26-2020 at .