Is this vein normal?

It seems like a clot but I cannot tell.

Urologist says it is normal but I’m not sure if he saw this part. Also have a bulging vein on the side starting from the base

The question is ‘is it normal for you’? Has the vein looked like that for a long time, or has it changed after you have done something extreme to your penis? For some guys, that would be a perfectly normal vein. Has it changed the way it feels recently? Do you have pain/ache in the vein?

Many guys never look all that closely at their penis until they start doing PE, then for the first time they notice something that has been a certain way for ages, and panic.

In a way it has been there from what I can remember. Toward the middle on the underside I feel like I’ve always had a crosshatching of veins that bulged out. The bulging vein on the side is New though. As in its arrived after doing PE.
I feel some sort of ache here and there but It could be my mind just looking out for a feeling . Other then that I feel no pain.

Is it normal to have veins popping out all over while doing ulis?

New veins are common after starting PE, or existing veins getting bigger. It’s perfectly normal to have veins popping out all over while doing Ulis! If you are new to PE, you should not be doing Ulis. :)

Well I started ulis about a year and a half after jelqing for a while.

And I hope you’re right, but many others describe this as vein damage/lymphatic or varicose.
I don’t sense any difference in erection level. But I’m scared. I’m really unhappy with my size and I actually hate this PE stuff no offense. I just want to be a tad thicker and never have to think about my penis again. It sounds stupid I’m sorry. But I don’t know what to do. This stuff is taking over my life. I would have been better off never learning about people actually growing theirs.

I can’t seem to get the idea out of my damn head that if I don’t have the “ideal” size I’m a worthless human man. And this fear and insecurity has come from the sites of which promote growing the damn thing.

Have you read this thread? Thombosed Vein vs Clogged Lymph Vessels

Yeah but it doesnt really help. I can’t drain the thing so its not lymphatic according to that thread. And it doesnt hurt as much as they describe varicose veins would.. The urologist said you can’t get varicose on the penis. Yet I think he had no idea about these things.

That’s why I linked the thread, so you could would be assured that it’s not a lymphatic vessel. It is possible to get varicose veins on the penis, but it is extremely rare, and yours doesn’t look like a varicose vein from your pictures. It just looks like a normal, slightly larger than average vein, which is not uncommon. If it was painful or red and swollen you would have reason for concern. If anything changes, it may be worth asking for a penile ultrasound, but I don’t think they would find anything abnormal.