Thanks for the kind words Ernie.
No improvement whatsoever.
Had an MRI done. Had an injection to induce an erection and 20mins after the injection I did not have an erection. My penis had swelled slightly and was simply in the state it used to be when it was flaccid (before I jelqed). So they did the MRI anyway.
I was contacted three weeks ago by Dr John Dean to tell me the results. Like many before me on here and other boards who have had an MRI nothing was found, no fibrosis or anything. Which is a good thing I suppose but also a major dissappointment.
I have decided not to see anymore urologists. I don’t see the point, I am simply retreading the path that a few have gone down before and received no help. It’s a soul-destroying process.
So I am trying to live my life as well as I can. I have been suicidal throughout this ordeal but I have now found an antidepressant that has helped a lot (please, nobody remind me that antidepressants can cause ED, I am aware of that and this one doesn’t!).
I’ve been staying away from this board as much as possible and have just been trying to focus on the good things I do have in my life now and that helps keep my mind off my destroyed penis. I check back every few weeks or so but the answers aren’t here and the answers evidently aren’t in a urologist’s office so I guess it’s all about coming to terms with living with a 2ins penis that I can’t feel and doesn’t function properly.