Think I may have screwed myself up for life.

Guys, I had my issues as part of another thread but not sure if that thread is still active so raising it in this forum. With all the experience and wisdom here, I am hoping someone would have come across something similar. Anyway, I am struggling for a diagnosis. I have been suffering with penis pain but I am still getting nocturnal erections. Not sure the EQ is what is was before the injury though. I stopped all sexual activity including day time erections about two months ago. In present state my penis is really limp when flaccid. There’s no rigidity to it and the glans is much bigger then the shaft in a flaccid state. Also, in erect state, I can see all veins and vessels on the shaft(not just dorsal veins) and I am confident they weren’t there before. My wife agrees. Also, when I urinate the prepuce balloons from the pressure and stays semi ballooned until I have fully voided. Also, the prepuce sort of bunches up at the tip giving the appearance that the penis is turtling. Questions:

If I damaged the tunica albuginea, would I still be able to get erections. Is it possible to damage the deep or buck’s fascia?

The lack of progress and healing has lead to considerable anxiety and depression so wondeing if severe anxiety could cause the penis to shrink or be limp to this extent? I can literally pinch my shaft between my index finger and thumb when flaccid. Don’t ever recall being able to do that. Feels like some tissue has just disappeared. Could it be related to the suspensory ligament?

Could it be a pelvic floor issue? Contemplating physio therapy but don’t want to aggravate anything. Also, I have tingling in my scrotum and it’s worse at night when I am sleeping on the side in send foetal position.

Have had ultrasounds and Mri and that was found was two small varicoceles and two bilateral hydroceles which are said to be asymptomatic.

Initial injury happened on February 15th. I abstained from sexual activity for about 10 days and symptoms subsided. I returned to sexual activity early March and by mid March symptoms worsened.

Thanks gents.

You are missing to tell the most important thing, which is how you actually injured yourself.

It’s hard to help you without this.

Prolonged consistent over aggressive masturbation.

Prolonged consistent over aggressive masturbation.

Anxiety can absolutely cause pelvic floor tension. This can and will cause turtleneck and hard flaccid. I’d look around at pelvic floor tension and work on relaxing both your mind and the pelvic floor.

I haven’t experienced any hard flaccid but I have experienced turtling. My problems started in February when I woke up in pain. Doctors put me on antibiotics thinking prostatitis and it has been a vicious cycle since then. Funnily enough, doctors actually ruled out prostatitis but weren’t able to diagnose the problem. I am actually considering pelvic floor physio therapy.

I came across threads where people have various theories and a lot of self diagnosis without any corroboration from a doctor so I thought I would it put it out there to see if there is any sort of consensus on my symptoms. Thus far I haven’t come across any post where a theory has been validated by the medical profession. That being said, is it plausible to damage your penis and various tissues(dartos, buck’s, areolar) and nerves through over masturbation? I have a distinct hourglass shape in flaccid state and the penis feels so weightless(when flaccid). The rest of thr symptoms were explained in my earlier posts so I will not list them again.

I read some post just like this, he also damaged his penis from over masturbating in a day while watching porn he damaged his penis, I can’t believe its possible but now, I believe its really possible

Maybe the best way is to forget about your penis and do other activities don’t let your penis get erect don’t think of something that will get you erect, don’t masturbate don’t do sexual activities and exercises until you fully recovered maybe its possible to recover don’t lose your hope. Just forget about your penis and do other activities like sports or playing dota for few months or year

I was masturbating twice daily. Morning and night. I have no idea it’s actually damaged, no one has been able to confirm a diagnosis of damage or injury from a urologist or any doctor for that matter. I have scoured the Internet looking for some sort of confirmation from a doctor but it’s generally self diagnosis. I can’t even get consensus on this from fellow posters so I am going to avoid self diagnosing, panicking and feeding anxiety. For all we know, it could be pelvic floor related. Stress causes pelvic floor tensions and pelvic floor tension causes stress.. Its a vicious cycle. I am abstaining from all sexual activity until such time when everything is healed and starting PF physio. I don’t have any magical powers to heal it but I can see a physio to see if that helps. If anyone has any thoughts, theories, wisdom on whether it’s an injury, please feel free to chime in. Thanks.

Why would you masturbate when you have a wife?

If you still got morning wood/erections the next day after injury, it means you are probably okay. If you get a major trauma to the dick usually you will wake up with no morning wood initially. Like myself, my dick shrunk and went dead/numb for a week after a jelqing injury. It didn’t react to anything, hot wraps didn’t engorge it/make it red, I didn’t feel the tension in the dick when doing kegels. 5 years and it’s still not recovered.

Let’s continue here.. Answer my question here please, not on the other thread.

I still get morning wood but it has a baseball bat shape now if you know what I mean. I don’t have any day time erections or spontaneous erections but I attribute that to the anxiety and stress. When I kegel, I feel a twitch not a spasm and my shaft is pretty much non existent. I think it might be a nerve issue or pelvic floor issue because after a bowel movement is when the penis hangs the best. Thinking that’s when the pelvic floor muscles are the most relaxed. I also get a shooting pain in the dorsal nerve of the penis sometimes.

We have two very young kids and if you’ve had young kids you know your sex life pretty much goes out the window. Masturbation is the last refuge of a husband…. Or cheating.

I remember going to bed on February 15th and waking up In pain. Went to the doctor and he suspected uti and or prostatitis. Everything cheked out. Started to feel better…. Resume sexual activity and in mid March had burning, aching, excruciating pain after masturbation. Haven’t been well since.

Don’t worry OK you don’t experience numbness. Just rest.