Alcohol And Benzos Vs PE.
To start off, I AM not encouraging people use either of these to get gains from PE. I am only using my personal experience as an example.
I started off nearly 8+ years ago. No alcohol or drugs. And was making alright progress. Not very much, not none either. At around this time I became an alcoholic. Not going to get into specifics, but it was pretty severe. I noticed without alcohol I would feel an uncomfortable stretch to the sides which would almost always result in an “almost” injury. It was painful and I knew If I stretched any harder or further I would injure myself. I could feel it. But once I drank or took benzos to the point of my muscles being in complete relaxation, I could literally do PE as hard and nearly as long as I wanted. I noticed unbelievable gains on the extender. Along with hanging. I was and still am literally moving the extender up nearly every night. It’s ridiculous how fast the gains are coming. I attributed this to the muscle relaxation of the alcohol and benzos. Because I literally cannot do PE without either anymore. I have become a functioning alcoholic and benzo user for gains.
I work 50+ hours a week getting very good pay. But have this to deal with until I achieve 9 inches at least. So when I stop I will lose a half inch and stay around 8.5. Which in my experience will take around at least a year or 2 to achieve. I am 7×5.2 atm. And wanting to at least be 8×6.
My life would be so much easier and better without the alcohol and drugs. But I also can’t imagine a life without a size I am comfortable with.
Therapy won’t help at all because I have ASPD. No matter what anyone on this earth with tell me, I will never be comfortable with my life until I get to my designated size.