I need help Can't find a routine that has shown any results went for 2 12 months

I feel like I’ve changed bodies. When I was in my teens and early 20’s I was bigger as over 6inches and now in my late 20’, to be exact 29 it feels and looks smaller. It has definitely been a deep insecurity of mine and I feel a big reason that stifles my confidence with women. At the end of the no one I’m sure gives two shits but just me knowing that I’m not packing holds me back in situations. I have a lot of things going for me, my outlook on life, my experiences, I know 8 or 9 on the scale physically and inside a 10, but being my mixed ethnicity (half black) doesn’t help because of the “expectations” that I don’t live UP to lol! And the small hands and small feet. Am I dooomed?? Maybe she doesn’t have those expectations but it’s hard to not believe it when I hear it all the f*kin time. It doesn’t that all of my buddy’s are packin. I know I know first I have to love myself and accept what I have and embrace me. Shit, I’m done with that I want a larger fuckin cock! Can someone point me towards the right routine please. If I have to jelq and squeeze my way to self-confidence so help me god ! I’m asking with two hands together with humility sending this out to my brothers, help me out!!

What do these terms mean:
BPEL
MESG
BEG
PBEL

And anything else I should know.

My Stats:
L: 6 porn
Flaccid L: under 2.5
Flaccid w: wow
W: skinny, need some meat!

Welcome to the forums. If you are just starting out, then the best routine for you is the newbie routine found here:

START HERE ——-> NEWBIE ROUTINE <——- Important Newbie Threads/Info

That link has a lot of information so be sure to read up and become more knowledgeable about everything as a whole. That is assuming you have not done any PE’ing in the past (based on your join date). If you are not completely new then there are plenty of routines to choose from depending on what you are trying to gain. As for those terms:

BPEL: Bone pressed erect length
MSEG: Mid-shaft erect girth
BEG: Base erect girth
PBEL: No clue; I have never seen that one before

Whenever you see a dotted underline under a word of group of letters, just place your mouse cursor over that word and it will tell you what it stands for. Good luck.

Thank you very ! Do you have any other routine suggestions, I’ve tried a few of the newbie routines.looking for more that works girth.