Can I have a “renewed virginity” and redo my first post here? Haha.
I’m 23 years, 5’10”, and just started the newbie routine yesterday. I’m at 185 lb currently, but working toward 170, as my girlfriend and I have challenged each other to lose 15 lb. In addition to improving my overall health and fitness, I decided I want to giver her with more of something else too. I’ve also started dosing with L-Arginine, but I need to get a source other than 500 mg capsules from the grocery store if I’m going to continue with it.
My EQ has been through the roof, I think it’s the perfect storm of increased exercise, healthier eating, better-looking flaccid hang, the health benefits of jelqing, and a long-distance girlfriend that’s onboard and excited about what I’m doing. I had trouble keeping it down this morning when I told her I was about to begin my workout and she couldn’t stop telling me how wet she was just thinking about me growing for her. I want to go commando and show off the fruit of my labor, but she keeps me so excited that I leak some precum when she sends me a particularly hot message or picture. I’m going commando anyway, I’ll just have to think about my Grandma more. I’m sure she would love to know I’m thinking about her.
I’ve been curious about PE for years, but my interest would vary due to being busy in general and a few women that were impressed with my size—leading to more confidence in what I was working with. Out of 6 total, 3 were impressed and complimented me. I wondered what lead some to be impressed with the size and others only showing their satisfaction with orgasm. One was a very petite virgin who admired me in her hands, so this one made sense. It was extremely hot. One woman who gushed compliments was significantly older and very experienced. Even though I’m sure she had seen plenty of the 10-12% or so that are larger than mine, she might’ve been impressed with the youthful vigor of a 19 year old.
As for those who did not express explicit interest in my size, my ex of two years was not what I would consider a sexually-minded woman and it might just be something that she didn’t think about discussing. Or the one or two guys she had before me were in that 10%, I’ll never know. She was very orgasmic, however, and would tell me afterward that we have “good sex”. My current girl is just the right amount of nymphomaniac for me and has helped me realize everything I was missing with my ex. I’ve always been a giver in quest of experiencing female ejaculation and she finally did it for me. She told me she had to hold it back for her exes because they weren’t fans. That’s awful that they were stifling her sexuality.
She said early on that I’m a good fit for her, that I’m the right size and such. A few weeks ago we were at a bar, she was drunk and possibly trying to impress some (promiscuous) girls I went to high school with. She let it slip and said that she’s had some really big ones that hurt her. This stuck in my mind, as I’m sure it would with every guy that wonders about his size (probably 95% of us). I wanted to fuck her extra hard that night, but she started vomiting when we got back to her place and it didn’t work out. So it goes. I waited over a week and brought up that I had measured myself and I’m in the top 10-12% for length and slightly above average girth and then brought up what she said. We can talk about almost anything. Haha. She said she has a preference, but was highly apprehensive to discuss further because she said she has hurt guys’ egos in the past—makes enough sense. It turns out that I’m her lucky number 13 and she’s had 3 she considers “big”. I’m among the three she considers to be medium-sized, and the rest were small. It sounds like the big guy she lost her virginity to and two other guys early on might have skewed her perception of what exactly average is. I’ve got a statistical anomaly working against me here! The other possibility is that they seemed bigger back then when she was inexperienced, I’m not sure how accurate the female recollection of penis size throughout one’s history is.
Anyway, after getting her to spill the beans, I told her that I really just wanted to know if I would be hurting her by going bigger than my current 7x5. She said that if it’s what I want for myself, she would gladly accommodate me. A few days later, she’s curious about my new “workout” and tells me she pleases herself thinking about me growing bigger and harder for her. I’m glad she’s onboard and am enjoying every bit of my PE.