HUGE BUMP!
So the pain disappeared in several days and I was able to get erections and masturbate fine several weeks later - I moved on and figured nothing was wrong.
- WELL -
Fastfoward more than a year!
I tried having sex for the first time a couple months ago (3x in 1 week, while very drunk except for once). I could only get a partial erection (halfway hard - mostly at base). I think this is because of my injury.
I got this injury from erect jelqing - My superficial dorsal veins are different now (very prominent under glans) and the “red mark” is still there - on top of my circumcision scar and right where my superficial dorsal veins disappear, in fact that whole top area of the penis is much redder now. But the bruising is very faint on the glans.
It’s difficult for me to get an erection masturbating - but I CAN get a full erection, but cannot maintain. My penis seems to fill up easily up to the point where I erect jelqed (underneath glans near circumcision scar), but beyond takes additional effort. But in the past year I’ve gotten full erections and ejaculated while masturbating.
I’m having all kinds of weird things going on as I constantly think about it:
Turtling with a cramping feeling (especially while drunk)
Hard flaccid
Head irritation
No pre-cum
Very low sex drive
Rare morning wood (only partial boners)
Rare random erections
Difficulty getting/maintaining erections
Skin from jelq point to glans is very red - while rest of shaft is “clear” & able to see veins
Random pain in head, shaft, base
Tingling sensation in head whenever I have ANY urine in bladder
Anxiety
Stress
Depression
I saw a urologist, blood tests came out great, T levels are very high, Duplex Ultrasound on flaccid penis saw great bloodflow - not sure what is wrong. He seems to think there’s no damage (now) and I just have performance anxiety.
Would REALLY appreciate some expert help on this. I want to have a fully functional, healthy, & healthy looking penis.