After reading all of the stories in this thread (which I’ve been doing all day) I wouldn’t’ wish those experiences on anyone, and thankfully I have never heard those 4 dreaded words “Is is in yet?”, I would have to say that it was because of my lack of promiscuity only having slept with three girls in my life. Two of which I was in long term relationships with and one alcohol fuelled one night stand that didn’t last long enough.
I have always been aware that I was slightly below average down below and exclusively date petite girls, I am a good looking guy with good people skills so I have never had a problem with girls being attracted to me but always been way to afraid to go further with them until we were in a relationship.
My most recent long term girlfriend of 5 years and I had a really long and painfully drawn out breakup and its really eating me up. This was my “is it in yet” moment, She and I were perfect for each other physically, she is gorgeous and really petite and we had personalities that just meshed together, we were madly in love with each other for the first 4 years and went downhill from there, we previously had really good but not amazing sex (she always said it was but I could tell it could have been better) until a few months before this drawn out breakup and even in the last month we had a couple of times where I guess for fear of losing her had some of the best sex we have had in 5 years with me outperforming myself in time and technique (around the same time I found thunders :) ). Even this wasn’t enough for her to realise that what we had was right, she left me and is now with another guy..
As painful as this is I am hopeful for the future but this is really a wake up call for me as I want to make sure that this doesn’t happen to me again I want the next girl in my life to be satisfied with me 150% and that means building more meat!!
I started PE about a month ago with a scaled down version of the newb routine only 1 set of stretches and started with 30 perfect jelq and increased 10 per week and have had a great improvement with EQ until recently when I decided to up the intensity of my jelq I’ve noticed greatly decreased EQ and a weird feeling in my unit almost like blood is having trouble circulating but only for a fraction of a second and is mildly painful. Decided this was due to over training and my current numb outlook on life due the breakup. I guess a few days rest is in order then back to it.
Thank you everyone on Thunders sharing their stories and showing that we’re not alone in this and that people on here have achieved their goals and mine is just a lot of pulling and squeezing away in the near future.. I’m in this no matter how long it takes and its great to know that there are people on here who understand and convert those feeling of despair to real motivation and succeed!