Originally Posted by TonyThaTyga
Eh, wow… Id’ve dumped her to preserve my own feelings… Na I never heard that but I failed to pop one of my GFs cherries lawl, just as bad. Had my fair share of that…. Shitty dogstyles where my D keeps slipping out. Unable to pop cherries… GFs tellin ppl stuff…. Bleh, I don’t want any women right now because of the past…Eh as far the motivation for PE… I believe that porn had subliminally conceptualized to me that I could never have women like that to leave willingly, nor be able to pleasure women that beautiful, to that degree, unless my penis was that large. As soon as my puberty slowed down in high school, I became uuber insecure about my penis size….The internal root/insecurity that allowed such an weakness to magnify was this bitch I dated that didn’t tell me she had gen. warts…. I wondered why she wouldn’t suck my d… told everyone my d was tiny and it got around, and all of em were black girls so you know they didn’t care about my feelings, “ye she said she jacked yo lil meat”…..
Twas abusive towards girlfriends that said my penis was just fine ever since those undergoing those two factors… They actually loved my wil appx. 7”er, but I still watched porn all the time… Those are what initially started me in PE back in the day… I believe I gained 1.2” 4 years ago from insane jelq loads before losing dedication, which was solidified quite recently after doing much “wisdom” yoga which had caused many disturbing thoughts to surface…
Tony, you are a black guy, yes? I thought I remember seeing you were in that product review you did for your hanger.
Anyway, whether you are or not, I feel for black guys. They have this huge myth/stigma to live up to, the whole “blacker is bigger” thing, but when you look at the averages from studies you see that they average about the same size as whites, Latinos, well everyone else really. It’s like you gotta measure up and be some ridiculous, extremely uncommon size or you are somehow deficient ethnically.
I remember the showers after football practice in high school. I am white, and therefore expected to be about average, so everyone talked about my 7.75” cock like I was some kind of genetic freak. I mean I was long, but there was this black kid who actually grew up across the street from me, he was pretty much my exact same penile size and my same height, but nobody ever said anything because it was just like it was expected or something. And then the sad part, NONE of the other black kids would even take showers. One of them was my really good friend, actually best friend at the time, and I’ve seen his cock on other occasions (get your mind out of the gutter!) and he was even a little above average. I asked him about it one time and he said, “maybe I am above average, but all you white guys and all the white girls at our school expect me to be massive, I’d rather they just didn’t see it than deal with it.” The next day he asked me to order him some of those penis pills that don’t work because I had a debit card and he didn’t at the time. I messed up my information online, they called my house and talked to my parents who cancelled the order (my bank account was under their name), so I didn’t end up wasting my money. But I had a REALLY awkward talk with them about how “a man isn’t defined by the size of his penis” and stuff like that. Of course I couldn’t tell them that I was significantly above average and they were for my friend, so I just nodded and tried not to laugh or run away. ;)
Anyway, I am digressing, but my point is it must really suck to have to live up to some insane standard that just is not true whatsoever. Don’t know if any of that applies to you Tony, but if it does you can rest assured that most of those girls who gave you shit have now had a reality check and realize that 7” is pretty damn big. I’m sure some of them even talk about it now like, “this one guy I was involved with was soooooo hung!”
Roots