Everything in this thread, combined with the fact that I never had any relationships with girls before I turned 31, makes me not want to see women at all.
The only girl I’ve ever slept with turned out to be noticeably too big for me, and I couldn’t feel much while I was inside her.
And if you have your first time this late, and with a girl you truly like and love to kiss, not being able to feel her devastated me.
I already knew how to work my smaller girth, since I looked up everything I could for positions that help us out. But not being able to sleep with her missionary, while looking into her eyes and kissing her, just because my dick went soft super fast when she spread her legs..
Man, I was crushed. She was an angel, was super easy to please and so sensitive down there, I couldn’t believe it. She was super vocal during oral and sex and never mentioned my size once. And I still made our time as amazing as I could, albeit our size differences.
But I personally never looked forward to the sex and it felt like I have to have sex more than I actually really want to.
By now, I fully quit porn and only temporarily quit my no-masturbation lifestyle to see if I can improve my size.
I am at 4.0” MEG and 6” BPEL length.
Seriously, I don’t even want to sleep with girls anymore. I love the connection sex gives, but can’t accommodate the fact that I might fall for a girl who is amazing and I start liking her, just to find out I can’t feel her again.
Not going through those feelings ever again, F that.
I’ve started with the beginner routine 2 weeks ago with 5 days on, 1 day off, repeat.- schedule.
Since it feels like I shouldn’t have sex right now anyway, there is nothing negative that can possibly happen from doing PE.
Worst case scenario: I don’t gain anything.
Best case scenario: I get to my dream-size at some point.
Sorry for the big rant. Maybe someone who also has below average birth can motivate me.
If I read another “my sex life is so awesome because I have a big dick” threat I am going to fall into a week long depression.
Last edited by Neil Strong : 07-23-2019 at .