The road back to where I began - Post PMMA
So, I’ve been a member here for many years. I have had some great success with PE, especially jelquing. As a veteran, I thought I was above temptation; I wasn’t.
I gained over an inch from a good jelq routine but succumbed to the temptation of a “quick gain”.
I first got PMMA several years ago. My first round went well. I did not see extreme gains, but did gain 1/4”-1/2” and it was good symmetrical gain. I should have quit then. I remember during researching PMMA before I lept, I thought “I’ll never get multiple rounds”. I noticed that everyone who had issues, be it lumps,bumps, odd shape, etc was after multiple rounds for the most part. I was wrong again.
I remained unhappy with my 5.5” - 5.7”, I wanted 6” - 6.5”. I went for round two. After round two, at 6.5”, I had some shape issues, albeit mild, and a dent that needed fixing. I went back to have those issues fixed. I don’t know if there was a communication issue on my part but I was given a lot more PMMA than what I assumed would be needed to “Fix” my cosmetic issues.
Needless to say, I ended up with a 7.5” girth and I lost significant length after the third round. I went from a starting point of 7” x 5.25” to a 4.5” x 7.5” .yes, you read that correctly.
Now, sex was next to impossible. My wife was unable to accommodate the girth and I struggled to even get it in anyway, as it was very short compared to what I was used to before.
I went back and had PMMA removed. Again I was hanging on to the idea that I didn’t want to go back under 6”, but wanted to re-gain length. I was stupid. I asked them to “leave some PMMA”. I ended up with more deformity and still a 4.5” penis that has “0” stretch capability due to the PMMA.
So, where does that leave me now you ask.I’m going back in two weeks. This time they will remove all of the PMMA possible. I am paying good money to make my penis smaller.. Go figure!
Things I knew but ignored.. Slow and steady is the “ONLY” safe, effective way to change what God has given you! Go slow, natural and be patient. Things I found out; the doctor who done my removal asked if I ever done manual PE exercises. I was a jelquer. I asked why he was asking and he told me that the tissue in my penis was very fibrous in nature versus smooth. Interesting that this would indicate the theory of micro tears and scar tissue from jelqing is a reality based on his observations and the condition of my jelq enhanced base penis.
My advice after years of PE and several years of PMMA, stay natural. Jelqing gave me over an inch of girth with little change to shape. Resist the temptation to get “quick” gains, slow and steady wins the race! If you do opt for PMMA or filler, be conservative. Get one round and out!
I have invested in a vacuum ADS, an autoexsleeve and a vaccuum traction extender. Hopefully, my penis will be more pliable after full PMMA removal and I can atleast gain back my length. Just my .02