Just reading this thread makes my dick feel sore. I read similar experiences on webmd or some other type of site when I was first injured the day before around Nov. 25, 2014. I experienced pain initially after my injury, in the bottom part of the shaft, starting from the glans, to the frenulum, and the pain terminated toward the circumcision scar. That was one hot spot. Most of my pain was in the glans of my penis. And this pain peaked two weeks after the injury. The first week, the pain was more dull, then it just screamed one day after masturbating. The first few months I experienced unbearable pain in my glans, like a burning and strong aching feeling. The pain was so severe that I couldn’t think straight and felt suicidal. The weird part is I experienced no erectile dysfunction, and I could urinate but it was not pleasant and it took a long time to finish. At this point, as a former opioid addict, I made the difficult choice to visit a croaker doctor, posing as a gastroenterologist and a house plant, and he gave me as many 0.5/325 Norco hydrocodone tablets as I wanted after I told him I fucked up and hurt my dick really bad. The hydrocodone didn’t do much, so I decided to ask my dad to give me 30mg of morphine sulphate a day from my late mother’s morphine supply. She died of lung cancer a few months before this injury, and my family has already been ripped apart because of this. It only made the situation more unbearable for me. I would also combine morphine and tramadol for a while because this combination helped a lot for the pain….a lot. Then after a few weeks I snorted about a total amount of ~0.5g of raw `85% heroin….and it took me about four days to finish it. Then I said to myself, my mother wouldn’t want me doing heroin and I went back to the croaker doctor and he put me on buprenorphine/naloxone, 2mg a day, which helped a lot for the pain. I also was prescribed clonazepam and baclofen, which I take regularly, and occasionally even take hydroxizine, which is the only non-addictive substance listed.
I still felt pain, even on all these drugs. Once the pain went away, after 8 months, I started light pumping and my dick felt healthy, strong and robust. So, I continued on, increasing my PE intake and now I am taking some time off dealing with a soar penis. My penis is aching right now, in the bottom part of the shaft, right below the circumcision scar from typing about this. The pain will probably subside after I post this and will linger for about an hour. Really, psychological, physical pain is difficult to deal with.
Once you experience injuries like us, that last longer than 6 months; once the pain goes away, the new, neural connections you made, connected to suffering and thinking about your penis injury and how your life is in tatters, leaves a potent sting that really doesn’t go away. Unless you are 100% pain free, these emotional scars will never go away.
I recommend seeing a psychiatrist as well as keeping up with the urologist. There is nothing the urologist can do for us though. Even after thorough testing with radiology and ultrasounds, they probably won’t notice anything unless it is very apparent. I’m not even sure if the urologist can tell you if you hurt a nerve unless it is completely crushed or severed, which isn’t the case with us.
As far as your prognosis, bottom line, I mentioned that I read similar experiences to yours and this one guy healed after a few years, but he stressed that he didn’t start to heal until he went on a “dick vacation” as someone put it, in the thread. He didn’t masturbate, have sex, or touch his penis for 10 months and even wore briefs when he did some running or jogging because he speculated that having his dick bouncing around was not good.
I’m sorry for your pain but hang in there it gets better. I wouldn’t put to much emphasis into this person’s experience, since no case is the same. So healing times will vary considerably on the individual and how severe the injury was, and what type of injury it is. As far as I know, nerves will heal, as long as the cell bodies are not destroyed. When people severe nerves, or crush nerves to hamburger status, the outlook is permanent. It takes nerves anywhere from 4 to 18 months to heal, so it is pretty tricky.
Just stay positive, I don’t believe most PE injuries are permanent, but your case, and even my case, we may need to take a dick vacation for a year.