Penis permanetly damaged after 1 month of PE, Rubbery feeling

When I say numb, I mean when I use my nail to poke the top of my shaft, I don’t feel as much as I did before. Also, I just had sex with my girlfriend and it seemed like there was a loss of sensation. It still felt good and I was able to ejaculate, but it felt different. Like part of my dick was detached from my body. What do I do? I’m so scared this is permanent. My flaccid dick is also way smaller than usual during the whole day. This has been this way the whole week!

Anxiety and stress won’t help. When you go to get hard your anxious about how hard it’s going to get. And it’s not going to help. I suffered for a long time with that. Stress and tension does affect EQ.

Has the injury gotten any worse since it first occurred?

Do you remember that feeling when you first started going on big rollercoasters and were just getting into the seat? That’s how I felt in the beginning on and off throughout the day for a few weeks with my injury, so I understand how you feel. There is no way around it.

I think it got a little worse. Penis felt kind of numb yesterday. I had sex with my girlfriend yesterday and couldn’t really feel parts of my dick. It still felt good, but I definitely lost some sensation. Sigh. Haven’t gotten strong morning wood the last 2 mornings, before that I got morning wood 3 days in a row. My injury happened a week ago.

If possible, try to avoid sitting in hard chairs. See if your injury seems worse at all after ejaculating, and if it does, try ejaculating with your body in a different position. Did you talk to your girlfriend about any of this?

I’m going to start resting starting today. My girlfriend is going out of country for 3 weeks, so I have no excuse not to rest. So I’m going to do no flap. I’ll report back if anything changes. Wish me luck gentlemen.

Quick update:

After 2.5 months

I’m Not writing here often because I don’t see much changes.. I still don’t feel it and it’s still rubbery.

Penis feels the same, but (sadly) I’m Getting used to it and now I don’t even remember how was before.. It feel strange in my pants, I keep have to move it to have a proper position otherwise it feels uncomfortable to walk.

Erection in the shaft are 100% as it is since some weeks, so no ED. But glans is not getting full, it’s still rubbery and “strange” it feels it gets some blood inside but it’s strange.
I had sex few times and I still have very low sensation, no improvements from that POV.
I still had pain in the glans during sex and I had to change position many time, but I was able to have sex at least. I’m trying to avoid sex and due to low libido I don’t even need to masturbate because I don’t feel the need.

Shaft has a wide very red and dispersed vein that worries me, it gets very red and this was caused by PE exercise. But no strange pain in that area.

I have also some pain in the stomach, pubes and my lower back sometimes. I also had this strange chest pain and oppression sensation that it’s probably due to hormones dysfunction, I’ll get a specific blood test tomorrow.
Seems I don’t have anymore diarrhea, (due to stress?) but for sure I’m Not feeling well.

I’m not anymore obsessed with this situation, I’m kind of used to this situation, I don’t have morning woods but I have frequent and easy erection with my gf.

I noted today that when I shit it gets “harder” and longer, like I kind of have an erection? Unfortunately I’m not anymore aware when I have erections so it just felt strange but maybe it is good?

I conclude saying that I improved my sleep at least so I’m less Stressed but this situation still make me sad

I think you have a better situation than many of us (including me) had. Your entire dick is not numb so there is less damage to repair and you did not start out at 90% numbness with 0% sensation orgasms. Nonetheless, be prepared for a crazy emotional roller coaster with a slight uptrend in the bigger scheme of things. Peripheral nerves like the ones in your dick can and in most cases WILL heal but it is in no way a linear process and it can take a long, long time.

This chart is a rough representation of what I am going through. ATM around 85-95% sensation, fluctuating.

My bad, this is more accurate.

Thanks, though my flaccid dick is still extremely small. I was able to get morning wood today, but only 80-85% erection quality probably. Do you still have ED?

Also, what are your current symptoms? Numb penis? Do you get morning wood? I don’t have hard flaccid, do you?

Occasional ED, slightly reduced sensation, mainly below the shaft. For me, pleasure, temperature and pain sensation all seem to be correlated. When one sensation gets worse, they all do in an equal manner. So if I lose pleasure sensation I also lose ability to sense hot/cold water and have less pain when I poke my dick with something sharp. Dick looks a bit weird sometimes (larger than normal flaccid with larger glans). The appearance and sensation temporarily recovered to 95% normal like a week ago, right now like 85-90%. I sometimes get temporary hard flaccid after orgasm which usually goes away soon. I usually get pretty decent and prolonged morning wood now, there was a period during recovery when it was non-existent or very soft.

Update: Merry Christmas everybody. Hears to hoping we all heal in the coming year. Was able to get pretty strong morning wood today, but just tried looking at porn but couldn’t get all the way hard. Maybe 70-80% EQ. I didn’t masturbate. Sigh. I haven’t masturbated in 6 days. I think I have a nerve issue. The numbness decreased I think. When I was having sex with my gf last week I definitely noticed a decrease in sensation. So it’s not a mind or anxiety issue.

When I use a pin to poke at my glans today, it doesn’t have the same sensitivity as when I poke my shaft. Is this normal?

Merry Christmas to you too! Yeah, my glans lost the most sensation in the beginning as well. Even as the shaft started to heal slightly, the glans did not start to get color and sensation back until after 2-3 months or so. It used to take a lot of touch pressure to get the glans to feel anything at all. Give it time, sensation should increase. Right now I am in a meh/okayish state with my dick sensation (80%?). Full erections are not that difficult to achieve and maintain but getting to orgasm takes longer and it is not as pleasurable as it could be. Was able to maintain my erections for quite a while when I was with my girlfriend but my dick does not always respond to stimuli as well or fast as it should.

I also have pelvic floor pain and discomfort when I get erections. I should definitely get my GP to redirect me to a physiotherapist to help me with my pelvic floor issues, treatment should directly help me with my dick problems as well.

Merry Christmas to you too!

I wrote an update few days ago (the 20), I think you missed it because you posted few minutes later. I don’t want to repeat myself but for me no tangible improvements for the moment and I’m reaching 3 months now, I still don’t feel it and I have lower sensitivity. I can have sex but it feels meh (20-30%).While I have sex I feel I’m doing it just for her, I’m focusing on my penis to avoid pain positions because I don’t feel it much and it’s easier to damage it but I love her reaction and moaning to my movements.

I don’t know what to do or what to try, I’m very disappointed by this whole situation and I’m just here doing nothing and faking it’s all ok and distracting me acting like this is normal. If only I had some changes like you showed in your graph I would have more hope but for me it seems to be stable like this. I don’t have anymore strong hard flaccid moments, I have some rare time a kind of little harder flaccid but of course always without the sensation to have the penis. And glans is still shitty.

Thyroid:
I did thyroid reflex test and it was ok, so no Hypo or Hyper thyroidism at least.

PF:
I had a very strong pain in the PF few mornings ago but it passed quickly. It seems it’s more in control but I don’t know maybe it’s really a PF problem or nerve or I don’t know. I’ll start to do some exercises and see if there is something happening.

Pills:
I’ll started to take some days Ginkigo Bilboa pills and I’ll do it everyday for now on while taking some men multicentrum pills that have some vitamins inside like zinc etc, hope they may help in some way.