Possible minor injury

Should I abstain from masturbation? I’m not sure if it is making the injury worse, but I do notice sometimes that the pain increases when I get an erection, and when I am sleeping, around two hours before I wake up and have to urinate I become erect and the pain wakes me up; which is a horrible way to start my day. I really don’t know if I damaged a nerve because I haven’t lost sensation…I think….I usually get pain that alternates to the left part of my glans and to my urethra, which seems to sting and possibly may feel numb.

Don’t know if I can get any opinion. The pain got worse these past few days. Like a 8 or 10. It almost feels like a vice starting to crush my glans….just enough to cause aggravating, unbearable like pain. Any ideas why the pain is getting worse? Is the nerve re-innervating possible causing more pain. My glans feels more sensitive…the heating pad makes me uncomfortable now. I started breaking down and ended up take clonazepam and tramadol to cope and it is not even getting rid of all the pain and aggravation.

Do you guys think I ruined my life and am in this for a long time, possibly indefinitely? To be honest, I keep getting suicidal thoughts and I am very scared because I don’t want to die….but my suffering keeps telling my brain that I need to die. Just to throw this out there….I wasn’t mentally stable before this injury happened. Sometimes I think I’m cursed and this is just the was it needs to be. I have been very unlucky these past two years….I lost my mind, my mother died, I had horrible stomach ulcers that brought me to my knees, now this….and im only 30.

Did you see a doctor yet?

Yeah, but I still need to call a urologist. I haven’t masturbated for two days and the unbearable pain seems to be improving. Will see what happens in the next few days. So far the meds I’m taking are helping out…and I’m trying my best not to overdo anything. I really hope that this pain gets manageable soon so I can quickly taper off these meds before dependence sets in.

Does anyone have any opinion or guess on what is happening?

I’m just curious why the pain got worse. I did started masturbating more, but gently because it seemed to temporarily reduce the pain but it ultimately may of made it much worse. It seems my glans is ultra sensitive. Last night the pain magically subsided 85% though, and this morning it is very bearable but I’m still worried obviously because I’m afraid it will just return because the pain seems to come in waves.

I know I can’t do PE again for a really long time. If this even heals, I’ll end up taking at least 6 months off. I just hope I didn’t cause permanent damage. The only good sign is my erections are still normal and I still have my newbie gains.

It seems like nobody likes to give any input on (my) the injury forum…Is it because nobody knows what to say, they don’t like the negative energy, or they don’t want to waste time expending energy on my problem? I’m I unlikeable? Should I just go away?

I’d guess all of the above based on my own past personal experiences. This thread always scared the shit out of me….but any feedback really helps, so if anyone has anything to say it would be well received. I’m really just aching to know what it going on and what I did. I did email some urology team yesterday. So I’m waiting on that. It just sucks waking up everyday to a painful erection. I only been sleeping 6 hours a day….and that’s on 200mg of tramadol and 2.5mg of clonazepam, which really worries me. I also haven’t taken a shit in over two days and I’ve been smoking alot of cigarettes. So I need to get this pain at a level so I can control my behavior and quit cigs and get healthier to heal better.

The only thing I’m doing right is eating a heaping tablespoon of coconut oil, taking lions mane, and fish oil and eating as much as I can. I bought a homeopathic, neuropathic topical cream called Topricin and I think it is helpful.

When an injury first happens, there tends to be a panic phase where you feel overwhelmed by the uncertainty of the situation. What is going to happen? Is it permanent? Etc.etc.

I think the best thing that you can do at this point is to try and stay relaxed. Do things that you enjoy that make you feel calm. You obviously don’t know what will happen and only time will tell so that best thing you can do is to cope healthily during this stressful time period while you are waiting it out.

Do you think a urologist can tell me exactly what I’m in for or will he just tell me to rest and let it heal? Can medical imaging tests even detect these types of injuries?

Also, I asked this question multiple times on this thread and I am begging for someone to tell me if they know if this type of injury has happened on this forum or anywhere and what the possible outcome is? I found some stuff on webmd that freaked me out. I understand that every situation is unique….but there were people with very long term pain from doing similar techniqes. One thing for certain is, I have no numbness, my penis is very sensitive, it’s fully functional but just hurts. It didn’t hurt last night before I went to bed and it gave me alot of hope, but the pain is slightly back today…not as bad a yesterday even. I’m also really depressed at the prospect of never being able to do PE again, but at this point I rather just have a penis that isn’t in pain. My life wasn’t going that bad up until this happened, I was making good gains…I was starting to feel more stable….then boom, another tragedy, that I caused.

How could we guess something through the internet if an urologist can’t diagnose it in front of you.

Stop touching it.

Stop masturbating , stop checking it. Focus on other stuff you need to work on .

See an urologist if you think you need it, try to insist to describe your problem before you make the appointment, pick a good one, and not one specialized mainly in urology.

I don’t have a clue what tests you could do, maybe other members have.

By the way, checking symptoms and various of the illnesses I had on internet, I already had twenty six different cancers.

In the meantime, you can seek professional help as per your dark thoughts and overall struggle.

It might be getting better. The pain dropped from a 6 to a 2, but it is too early to tell. At this moment, it doesn’t hurt really. Maybe masturbating was the reason why it was hurting so bad. I was being as gentle as possible but it could of been the reason. At the time…masturbating would give me some pain relief temporarily…so that’s why I did it.

It is your cock, not mine, but when you fell some sort of pain, leave it alone, stop everything, even masturbation. Let the thing heal.
temporarily is just that, but you are still damaging the wound. How do a lot of us vets know this?

Hope the healing come quicker for you Clubber.

Take care.

I went to a doctor today and got a referral for a urologist. I’ll make the appointment monday. Unfortunately, I have been taking opioids and benzos. I’m very scared that my life will be ruined because of this. Even on the meds it still hurts at times. I haven’t masturbated for three days. My erections are still slightly painful. It’s been 17 days since the incident. Usually, I would heal from an injury in 2-5 days. I’m just terrified I may never be able to do PE again and may have to live with dick pain forever. If this isn’t gone within a few months, I will most likely just kill myself. I really didn’t have much of a reason to keep going before this happened. I was already down.

Nah… Life is much more grand than the momentary satisfaction our dicks give us. Take time to recover fully; mentally and physically. Our bodies are amazing and can fix even severe damage if we give it time.

Don’t be hasty!

So today, and last night the pain seems to be leaving the glans. Now, the stinging, burning like pain is focused on the back of the upper shaft, just below the glans. It doesn’t seem as bad as it was. I hope the glans pain leaves completely, because it is very traumatic to have this pain in this area. It feels like a bad tooth ache on the penis head except it doesn’t ache, it just burns and stings.

You know, Neosporin ointment also has a pain relief cream formula that is not greasy, gets absorbed into the skin and does a pretty good job of relieving pain. It might be well worth your while to buy a small .65 oz tube and give it a try. As well as pain relief, I have found it to be an excellent healing cream as well.