Possible minor injury

I agree that it is mental. bill10, the reason why I pumped is because I had no pain or discomfort. I’ve been pumping at a 2 day on 1 off schedule, with warm ups, and relatively low pumping pressures at 3-4mlhg and keep the sessions at one set at 15 minutes….then I do some edging with kegels, then I add a dry jelq or two, and kegeling blood in, then doing a squeeze to engorge the penis to 105%…..so far this has given me virtually no problems with pain or discomfort. If there is discomfort…it is really mild and may be even normal. I don’t know, is it normal for your penis to feel a little tired and achy after a PE session? IDK, but so far the injury hasn’t come back. I’m going to take two days off and then resume again.

I wanted to mention that I bought some peptides that I was considering injecting in my penis….the area where you are supposed to inject….which is in the middle of the shaft on either the left or right horizontal side. I have IGF-1 LR3 and another one called BPC-157.

These peptides will heal the penis much quicker and may even induce growth.They heal nerve damage and other injuries. I have both peptides in my fridge as lyophilized powders. Once I’m ready, if ever I need to reconstitute the lyophilized powder with a solution of either bacteriostatic water or Sterile 0.6% Acetic Acid. IGF-1 LR3 may need to be reconstituted in Sterile 0.6% Acetic Acid. The whole idea of sticking small insulin syringes in my penis with these peptides makes me feel uneasy. IGF-1 LR3 and BPC-157 work best when injected at the site of injury. IGF-1 LR3 works best an intramuscular injection, but I wouldn’t stick a needle deep in my penis. I will only use the small, short insulin syringes and do a subcutaneous injection and after, message the penis after injecting, and move the peptide around… so it circulates better. BPC-157 works better as a subcutaneous injection than the IGF-1 LR3. I know this stuff all sounds crazy. That’s why it has been sitting in my fridge for about 6 weeks. I have to be in perfect health before ever considering doing this, which is why I am delaying it. I need to quit smoking and stop taking pharmaceutical drugs. I just don’t want to get cancer from injecting these peptides. I am not sure of the risks. But it will only be for a few weeks. I don’t know if that is the right move….to use this stuff.

Man you’re the last person who should be thinking about injecting anything.

I only hope you forget all about it, please don’t.

Yes, do yourself a favor and throw those peptides in the garbage.

You are scared and rightly so. Listen to your guts (“blurp blurp”).

Man…what part of stop completely for a while you didn’t get? There is no way one week of complete rest to harm you or send you back to your original size. No way. Please try it. Touch it only when you want to take a piss. On the fourth or fifth day have some sex, not masturbation. Use some heat every night before you go to bed. Have a beer or two. Forget about it for a week. Don’t worry. Your penis is still gonna be there after 7 days.

Please give it a try.What’s 7 days?

bill10, I never answered your question/statement about stopping PE while injured. I was injured over 8 months ago and I did stop all PE for 8 months. After the first 3 months I did a light pump session to test things out, and discontinued pumping and all PE for several more months because I felt sore….then around the 6th month I did another light pump session….same thing… felt sore again.

The pain would last throughout the day and go away the following morning. I never squeezed or jelqed or did any manual PE during these 8 months off….just a few light, pump sessions….now after all this time my penis started feeling more “normal” so I decided to try a light pump session again….and this time I have not experienced any pain. I also took a big risk and did a few dry jelqs and a squeeze, but fortunately nothing bad happened and my penis feels fine. My penis doesn’t hurt anymore. I am debating whether I should take more time off because there may be a chance I haven’t completely healed, but I think I will continue healing with a light PE routine now, because I do not have any pain or any discomfort. If there is any discomfort it is probably normal PE related issues and maybe some lingering psychosomatic discomfort in my penis. Like a little soreness after a session can be misinterpreted as aggravating the injury or it could be completely normal…I don’t really know. And also, if you consider that I have taken 8 months off, my penis will probably be more sensitive and less adaptive to pumping or squeezes. I’m just going to take it slow…take rest days….and go light. Ever since I started this light routine I feel less depressed. I really don’t know what the right move is. I definitely don’t want to hurt myself again.

During the first 3 months of this injury I had to completely stop masturbating. I masturbated twice a month and it did help me a lot during the beginning of this nightmare. I remember the pain go worst during week 3 of the injury. Just the worst burning and aching in my penis. I had to take morphine it was so severe. I the fucked up part, was that I was in so much pain, I actually needed morphine. So, there is no doubt that this is very serious and I need to make the right choices. I could stop PE and masturbation for another year to play it safe or I can live a little dangerously and do a light routine until I completely heal. It really is a hard choice.

Google psychogenic pains and I will give you an example.

Two years ago my wife lost completely her desire to have sex with me. I felt dissapointed and inadequate even though she told me that it was not my fault. I started having problems with my erections. Not only that but I was experiencing pain in my penis and testicles. No PE back then. My erections also lost some size. I was devastated cause the woman I love didn’t desire me anymore. I started thinking she was having an affair. Didn’t talk about it. Symptoms and pain got worse.

In a month or two she decided to go to the doctor. Turned out to be a problem with her hormones and thyroid glans. After proper medication she was normal again. More than normal, constantly asking for sex.

I started feeling better after that. The pain in my penis and testicles went away completely two months later. Two months. Not a week or two. True story.

Maybe something is bothering you about your dick or something else stresses you out. Maybe you are frustrated by something. Please look into it cause I don’t see how a mild injury could last that long

bill10_

Someone else suggested that I am overly stressed out about the injury and have associated any sensation in my penis with pain. Even if my penis feels any sort of sensation, my brain interprets it as pain sometimes, when I am in the “My Penis is injured” frame of mind. But it really could be pain, who knows. I started doing PE again and I have been experiencing minor tingly sensations in my glans now. The pain isn’t chronic or debilitating but if I think about it, I feel it….it is more annoying than anything. I don’t know if it is because of the injury or if I am imagining it. I’m probably going to stop doing PE again. I am stressed out though. I have a lot going on right now. I can give you a list of things that are causing me problems.

I feel you man. I bet, it’s psychogenic. By the way tinkling is supposed to be a good sign I think, as long as it doesn’t stay for too long after a session.

Look, I will say my opinion cause even if I don’t know you, I feel for you. Not only you. Any other guy. We are supposed to help each other. This is the way I grew. I don’t like seeing anyone down on his knees. Life is too short for that kind of shit.

I will speak about myself, not by selfishness, but because I don’t have a whole picture of your character.

When I am facing any problem, I try to solve it immediately. First day, if possible. I don’t let it linger. I am doing that cause I’ve learned not to care about other aspects which come together with the solution. I strongly believe and I’ve said that before, any man knows the solution to any problem form the get go. I am convinced about that.

The question is: Αre we willing to apply the solution? Are we willing to hurt other people, possibly ourselves, lose friends, lose money, lose job etc, just to be able to sleep at nights?

Well, I like my night sleep a lot to lose it. So I apply solutions regardless of their effects to other or me. I don’t even think about it any more. I just do it.And if I need to apologize to someone, I just do it without any expectations of understanding. I just do it to be polite.

I also have completely no expectations out of anyone.I simply don’t give a fuck. I never ask or expect anything from others. I let them be what they want to be. Zero expectations. I only trust myself. Yes, it was a hard thing to achieve, yes it almost killed me, but I am here now. Safe and still breathing.

Example, if I love a girl I don’t expect her to love me back. It would be nice to love me back, but I don’t expect it, I don’t ask it, I don’t demand it. I just love that girl. Regardless of what she feels about me. If she wants to go, I let her go. If she wants to stay I let her stay. Cause I love her. You get my point.

It may sounds cold to you. It actually isn’t. I wish I could explain it better but I am limited cause english is not my first language.

Just my thoughts. I am trying to show you how another man thinks. Only that. I am not saying it’s right or wrong. I am saying that it’s very effective for me. Matches my character and personality.

Anyway if anyone gather as many different ways of thinking, surely he ‘ll find something which will help him deal with all his problems easily. Perhaps you can find your own way. I took many different ways of thinking, combined them, tossed what was not important or logic to me and kept what I liked best.

Talk to people. Open your mind. The more the better.

Keep updating. I want to see what the urologist has to say.

It’s always good when someone follows up like this. A few will always read it all the way through. Like me for instance. Good job.

I think you’ll be fine but if it were me I’d take a year or two off. However that’s just me.

Well, I still didn’t see a urologist because I had to get a referral in order, so Nov. 27 is the first appointment. I had to reschedule. I’ve been pumping for a while. I stopped a day and a half ago because my dick felt sore. But, I’m a big hypochondriac now with any kind of dick discomfort, so it may not be that big of a deal. Just going to rest until my erection’s feel normal. No constant pain like before, just a little soreness when erect, like my penis feels overworked. I think I remember that happening when I used to pump for days in a row without stopping though. I clamped a few weeks ago and nothing bad happened. So, I think I’m back in the PE game, but with cautious optimism. I overdo pumping for some reason. I should stop doing that. Will see what happens. I am not sure if I’m still injured though, which is a scary thought. I took about 8 months off PE completely before starting again. I’m sure you can track how long by reading my posts on this thread and correct me if I’m wrong, for some reason I don’t feel like reading this thread. Not sure if that was enough time to heal completely from whatever it is I did. Probably, but maybe not.

I’m starting day 3 of no PE and my EQ is improving, dick feels better, still a soar spot in an area where I wasn’t injured previously. It looks like I have more than a 1/8th girth gain. Uncemented, so it seems PE still works at the pace I’m at which is around 3mlhg on average for pumping and some dry jelqs. I pumped usually once a day for about 30-40 minutes, with water and heating pad.

That’s good news right?

Yes it’s good news, compared to the previous situation, especially. I have no pain and no sore spots today. I actually pumped at 2-3 mlhg for about twenty minutes yesterday out of impulse. I wonder if pumping takes pain away if I do it light with lots of heat…PE has always been addicting to me, which is why I never succeeded in reaching my final goals yet. The injury was a wake up call though. It actually makes me listen to my dick now, out of fear…so I am extra hyper aware of my penis now, which may be a good thing for PE…I’m like the dick whisperer but I can only tell if my dick is in pain though and it helps me train better. It is psychologically upsetting to be afraid but it makes me stop PEing when I feel anything odd in my dick.

Hey guys. My penis never healed. Probably because I never left it alone long enough because of my addictive personality. These past 2.5 years have been very difficult. I stopped PE completely last summer but never really got into a steady routine since the injury because I would keep aggravating the injury doing exercises, especially clamping and squeezes. I’ve been in denial for a long time too or unable to think about the problem clearly because I’ve been over medicated on opiates, benzos, and other GABAergic drugs. I quit opiates about a year ago. I’ve been tapering off benzodiazepines for nearly 7 months and probably need another 3 months to get off. Most difficult thing I ever had to do. I’m on a low dose of Librium (a benzo) now and have less cognitive impairment. I also have to eventually quit gabapenitin and baclofen. Very messed up. I have so many regrets.

I aggravated my injury about 5 days ago after masturbating and I thoughtlessly did one or two erect bends (kegeled blood too, light/moderate pressure) to test it out and I have intense burning and throbbing in the glans, frenulum, and along the bottom of the shaft. Before I aggravated the injury 5 days ago I was masturbating too much as well because I’ve been struggling with benzo withdrawal. I haven’t masturbated for about 4 days and I’m reeling with pain now.

I’m pretty sure I injured the dorsal nerve in Nov 2014 when I started this thread but I don’t know. It’s time to just leave it alone indefinitely. I want to see a peripheral nerve specialist that I’ve been in contact with but I don’t know if he can help me yet because I just started exchanging emails with him. Pain Relief for Neuropathy Pain, Joint Pain, Foot Drop, Pelvic Pain, Groin Pain. He is supposed to be the best. But seriously, what could he do. Not sure if he can operate on my penis or that I want him to.

I may have a compressed nerve due to fibrous scar tissue encapsulating the injured nerve because every time I put pressure in the area I get those symptoms. The only way I can remain symptom free is if I leave the area alone it seems and masturbate like twice a week.

I have a few questions. Has this ever happened to anyone else? Is there anyway to break down scar tissue and does it ever go away with time? Any suggestions on how I can recover please.

I purchased Serretia and Nattovena, which is serrapeptase and nattokinase. It is from Arthur Andrew Medical. It was very expensive relative to other brands but it seems like it might be the best available. I haven’t used them yet but I hope they will help me. I need to start by getting healthy again and living a lifestyle that will promote healing before I completely commit and start taking supplements, because I’ve been smoking these past few months and not exercising.

I have a severe form of depression which becomes delusional when I taper medications while dealing with my injury, which is like a gypsy curse. Intuitively, I suspect my pain is caused by scar tissue in the free nerve endings of the glans, which consists of myelinated and some unmyelinated nerve fibers. In 11/2014 I was a depressed wreck, and now more than ever but I digress…It was three months after my mother died and I became more accident prone because I couldn’t concentrate, always lost in deep thought. When I injured my glans by jelqing and putting too much pressure; and also overdoing it using improper technique by milking the actual glans itself by making a mistake…. I probably pinched, bruised, crushed the nerve. It didn’t seem like something that would not go away. I thought it was a minor injury. We should changed the thread. The injury was insidious. After two weeks the pain got worse. It’s like having trigeminal neuralgia in your dick head….I shit you not.

The pain did in fact go away, or at least I thought it did 6 months after injuring myself. I tried to do PE again and pressure caused these painful symptoms to return despite being careful. Too much pressure last February and the injury has returned. Worse than ever. The symptoms were severe, shock-like burning, throbbing, and shooting-stabbing sensations in the glans that flooded my head with hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. The pain literally just made me lose my mind when it would surge. Even the Buddha would have a hard time not going insane in the acute phase of this horrid injury. The pain has improved but I developed PTSD and some severe phobias. I’m afraid to urinate. I’m afraid to masturbate or have sex because it makes the pain worse. I’ve been suppressing my sexual thoughts these past few months as much as possible and it has been making me ill. I associate sex with pain now and unhappiness….but this is getting better since it is improving I think.

I relapsed on opiates and have been taking 1mg of Suboxone for one month. I’m also on 1800mg of gabapentin which makes me depressed and gives me unusual thoughts. I take 15mg of Librium which is a benzodiazepine that I despise. I also take 20mg of baclofen. I take other drugs and supplements as well. I see specialists and doctors of all sorts. I desperately want to move on with my life, to get off these meds, and to not feel this way anymore.

I almost committed suicide on 4-14-2017 @ 12:48am but something amazing happened. My deceased mother intervened by giving my sister an uncanny dream and vision, which woke her up. As I was about to puncture my carotid artery, laying in my bed I heard my phone vibrate. I was planning this for at least an hour before I was about to do it. My sister sent a text message describing the dream she just had. She said she was cold and shivering. I have always been a spiritual person but I lost touch with my Orthodox Christian roots. I actually became some kind of agnostic atheist or agnostic theist. Bottom line I just don’t fucking know and I just never liked thinking about religion. Praying gave me anxiety even. I’m not 100% sure if I was going to do it but I think I was. I ended up ejaculating without masturbating and my penis was positioned awkwardly in my underwear creating some pressure on it and the ejaculation was painful. After that I took a blue pen and found my carotid artery in the mirror and marked it. I grabbed a scalpel and held it to the area for an hour, trying to build up the courage to do it by anticipating pain and receiving it. Finally, I laid in my bed in pain…and was about to do it. I had an intense emotion that said enough and that it is time….and right before I was going to do it…my phone vibrated. I woke up the next day depressed as fuck. I went into my mothers room and cried. I laid on her pillow that she died on. The belt from her terry cloth robe was wrapped around it. We used it to brace her head while she was sitting on the chair she died in. I wrapped the cloth belt around my head and laid there and I had a spiritual awakening.

I’m still trying to get the courage to heal this injury. I know I need to get healthy. I don’t know what is wrong exactly. I went to the urologist and everything came back normal on the MRI. I never been to a neurologist. Realistically, I just don’t know how I’m supposed to heal something like this. I don’t know for sure what is causing the pain. I just know I have nerve pain. I also know that the left side of my glans is where I got hurt. When I touch and put pressure on the left side of my glans with my finger tips I feel discomfort, so I know for sure it is there. On Nov. 2014 I knew I hurt this area because I instantly felt the pain when it happened. The next day there was a deep throbbing painful ache in the left side of my glans. Two weeks later it started to burn and throb after I masturbated. The pain radiates from the glans into my entire penis as well sometimes. I’ve lost all hope that this will ever heal but I’m trying to regain hope. I masturbated twice yesterday and I’m in pain. I feel a deep ache in the left side of my glans because I was touching the area last night. I just feel something is terribly wrong. I don’t know what to do. I’m just trying to accept it to be honest because I can’t change the situation today. I just need the courage to try to radically change my life.
Maybe those enzymes, serrapeptase and nattokinase can help along with other life style changes….who knows. If this persists or gets worse I will most likely need some type of surgery. I don’t know what they will do…..but I rather just have no sensation in my penis than this feeling I have right now. I know I’m upset, and I don’t know if I really mean that…..but wow…..I never knew how much suffering and pain can fuck up your life.